Fuck this obsurdity,

The strangeness in the ravaged thoughts of my brain,

If I wanted I could be normal,

It's just so damn hard to hide,

Those fucked up things that I find funny,

I know I'm a nuisance and I choose to be,

Because why not?

Live life have fun,

Stuck in this downward spiral of emotion is getting far too strong to hide,

Forcing myself to be something I'm not by pretending everything is ok when it's not,

Emotionally distraught,

Things aren't easily fought,

Words like knife wounds,

Why try,

I'd rather just get in a whole and hide,

Sky dive into the ocean,

To get away from all this interference,

Lost in a deep depth of sadness,

Knowing exactly why,

Yet it's not easily explained for there is multiple reasons,

Too many to even begin to list.