How is that when they say to be yourself they don't really mean it?

I'm just another carbon copy drone,

There are no good girls or bad guys,

We're all equally evil,

The devil,

Why must I feel so sick,

How is it that when I be myself like I'm told I get rejected?

The world has gone mad,

But was there ever any sanity to begin with?

How is it that I wish to not be alive,

But I'm still here?