I've been let down in a million different ways,

But it seems effortless how many different ways the pain comes in,

It doesn't even have to try,

"Shh don't cry",

Never say those words,

I've tried,

To keep you from being disappointed,

I tried to be perfect,

Nothing ever phased you,

No matter what I did,

Or how little I ate,

To be you ideal size eight,

I guess that was never the real problem,

You didn't want perfection,

You wanted complete domination,

My submission,

No matter the consequences,

A steel bat to the stomach,

A homerun into reality.