Tears may fall
And tears may drip
But there are two
Two different tears
There are the happy tears
Like when you sister is having a baby
Or your dad comes home from the war alive
And then there are
Sad tears they bring
Unhappiness and pain
They are caused when
Someone you loved dies
Or you achieve greatness
And worth talking about
But you get yelled at
I know those tears
Not happy tears but sad tears
The tears that
Get me thinking about
Running away or suicide
I do everything
I clean the while house
I sometimes cook
I take care of my family before
My homework
All I get are
Sad tears
Pain tears
The voices will
Never go away
"Open that door and run as fast as you can"
They would yell in the back of my head
"Ride away on your bike and set yourself free from all of this pain"
They would yell
When I was upset
They talk nonestop
About how I should
"Leave this world" and "how I should run away from pain"
These voices boss me around
Like a puppet
And I can't do
Anything about them
I am a puppet
With voices in my head that
Tell me what to do and what to say
I will always know those sad tears
I will never know those happy tears
The tears of joy only the tears of pain