I only can feel three emotions
Anger, sadness, and fear
I fear that is will lose everything
I am angry when I don't get it right
The first time
I am sad when I am me
I hate me
I wanna become someone else
But I can't because I fear that I will be loved less
I am angry that I will have no friends
I am sad because I am not what I want to be
I want to be skinny
I want to fit little kids sizes
I want to have a smaller face
I want to be taller
I wanna have a good life
But I fear that won't change anything
I am angry because I am not that
I am sad because I want to be that but I am not
I fear that I will never find love
I am angry that no one will love me
I am sad that I have nothing left