But really most of the people I idolize are like

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Point being they're repressed sexually and hate the fact they wanna hardcore bone people they're obligated to despise due to several religious and non-religious mitigating factors.

Like I shit you not in high school people called me a prude to the degree that I reveled in it and suppressed my sexual desires to the point of insanity and then straight up lorded it over people.

So I get my truly sinful BDSM/cult-worshiping-sin/devil-sympathizing/darkness-loving/ desires out though this place and one day I'll just be like:

{or something lame like that.}