Thought #3: Bullying
“If there is something I absolutely cannot stand it's bullying like why do people gotta kill someone's happiness or vibe? And another thing who the hell picks on other people for no reason when the person picking on you is ugly as hell it's like just get away from me and stay out of my face because I'm not in the mood for you or your bull crap"
“When I was in Middle School in 8th grade(going to 9th grade now) I was bullied by some people and it kinda made me sad and feel miserable they would talk about me and how my voice sound(Which they said I sound like a girl but I can't help it😭)
They would even go as mother****ing far to say I'm gay and the stupidest thing is it makes school days a living nightmare for me somebody even spreaded a rumour about I was dating a friend of mine this has been going on ever since 6th grade and I don't like it at all because I don't feel that way about her and plus I don't have feelings for no one over there at all and they would even talk behind my back like I remember one time I was in English class and I was looking for a dictionary so I didn't find one so one of these boys said did I need one and then I said yeah and then next thing you know he said sike and started laughing so I shrugged my shoulders and sat back down and then they tried to give me a book but I knocked it off my desk I was like gone leave me alone and then they started talking literally in front of me that I was special it made me mad that I walked out of the teachers classroom and stayed in the hallway until the teacher came out of the classroom and she told me ways to calm down but apparently what they was trying to say was that I have a anger issue (Which I kind of do but they ain't slick) there are these ugly girls that talk about me and even joke on me there is this one girl that gives me this ugly bug eyed ass stare and she irritates me so bad but I remember one day it was really bad day for me and I just wanted to be left alone that day after school I kind of had a breakdown and started crying and saying I wanted to end it all because I couldn't handle the bullies and that's basically why I don't like to socialize sometimes in irl and that's probably why I'm shy now but it breaks my heart when some people treat me wrong but I have some great friends who cheer me up in irl and on Wattpad but yeah it just makes me not want to go anywhere and just shut out the whole world but I also forgot that I had kept the bullying a secret sometimes because I didn't want the situation getting worser and then they would continue picking on me while I would always never tell nobody I had a problem and kept a straight face while crying deep inside or feeling sad but it also made me angry to hold in the feelings because I didn't know what to do with it but yeah I felt miserable,sad, lonely,I felt like I hated myself and my looks but I'm okay now"
“Also Bullying Should stop for everyone why do other people pick on innocent people? I guess they feed off your sadness and misery"
“Another thing was that someone said shy people go crazy and kill people or do a school shootout but why does it always have to be shy people?"
That's all until next time Hope you like it.
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