My walk to school was peaceful. It was so nice and quiet, not having to look over my shoulder constantly and worry for my sanity. Like i said, peaceful. I let out a slow breath, my breath turning into mist. It was cold out and I forgot my scarf and coat but that was fine. Because of you know, my quirk....which I can use to regulate my body temperature. Yeah, yeah...I know. It's illegal to use quirks without a hero license. But what people don't know won't hurt them.

I could feel my left side starting to slowly heat up, along with the rest of my body. It felt nice and warm ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). I let out a content sigh, closing my eyes. I did not want to go to school today. It was too good of a morning to pass up with something as trivial as school. I could always skip. Besides, it's not like I'm as dumb as Kaminari. He takes dumb and stupid to a whole new level. But his energetic and cheerful personality makes up for that. He's actually a pretty cool person to hang out with. No pun intended.

"What time even is it...." I mumbled as I took my phone out of my pocket and checked the time. I just stopped walking and groaned. I literally woke up at least 4 hours before school. I could've slept in, cover my injuries, or even eat breakfast but noooooo. I decided to wake up at freaking 4:00 am in the morning!! Ugh!! I might as well use the credit card that I stole from Endeavor to get breakfast. When did I steal it you might ask? Why, it was just this morning when he had his hand on my shoulder and I was facing towards him.

For the second Pro Hero...he sure is stupid when it comes to putting all his money and cards in safe places. Well anyways, I am glad that I brought my hoodie with me when I left so I put that on and my hood up as to not attract unwanted attention. I do not want to be stared at all morning. It's already bad enough with my scar on my left side...

Actually, skip breakfast. I'll just starve to death. I would rather take a walk around the park. 'Maybe I should do that...' I looked to my right across the street and saw a cherry blossom tree walkway. I unconsciously turned that way and headed there. I looked both ways quickly before crossing the street. While I do want to die so bad, I don't want it to be something as trivial as a car crash. I want to go out with a bang. No pun intended. My god I'm so depressed. We can all guess who's fault that is.

I crossed the street and walked towards the cherry blossom tree walkway. I reached the other side(unfortunately, not the other side of the that I hoped it would be), and started walking down the pathway. I made sure to take my sweet time, enjoying the piece and quiet. It was so relaxing that I found myself barely staying awake as I walked. That or maybe because of the fact that I woke up at freaking 4 in the morning. Either way, still pretty relaxing. I spot a bench not to far away and make my towards it.

I walked slow, mainly because of my legs but also because a small wind came and blew some cherry blossoms off of the trees. It was a beautiful shower of pretty variations of pink, just falling slowly. I stopped and held my hand out. It seemed to be like magic or a sign when a perfect cherry blossom landed on the palm of my hand. I couldn't help but stare at it in wonder. I remember reading somewhere that it's an incredibly good sign when a perfect cherry blossom lands in your hand after a wind blows, since all the cherry blossoms you see falling down are broken apart.

I smiled down at it, gently enclosing it in my hand with my other one. I closed my eyes tightly as I wished for something to happen to me. Something good. Something that makes me happy. Something to make me feel loved and wanted...someone to come save me from my pain, hidden deep inside after years and years of bottling it up...I could feel a tear drop down my cheek and i moved to quickly wipe it away. I opened my eyes up, my eyesight all blurry. Fuck. I've been crying...

I wiped my eyes again as I started walking to the bench again. I sat down when I reached it and took a deep breath. I leaned back against the back of the bench, just breathing slowly. It was so nice out here...I wish I could just say stay like this forever...relaxed and at peace...sadly I know that won't happen. Especially since I'm in UA, Endeavor being an asshole, and...my existential crush on the one and only Bakugou Katsuki. Yep. I'm gay. So what? Any of you have a problem with that then just stop reading this story. And I just broke the fourth wall. Author-Chan is mad at me now. I could less then two fucks about that.

I closed my eyes and tried remembering that dream I had with my mom. "Make sure you find your other half Shoto...because they might save you one day..." what did she mean by that? Who's my other half? And why do I need to find them? Ugh. My head hurts just thinking about it...but the way she said it makes it like I might die or something...or be close to a coma one day...A bright light filled my closed eyes as I was thinking. I shielded my eyes as I opened them up slightly. What I saw next made me just gasp in wonder.

In front of me was one of the most beautiful sunrises I have ever saw. The bench provided the most perfect view from where I was sitting and let me just say, that it so amazing. The way the pinks and oranges and reds and yellows just blended so perfectly together...it created an array of gentle hues that cast a soft glow on everything around it. I don't know if I was dreaming, but just for a split second, I swear I saw a green flash. Before I could process what happened, it disappeared. But that was fine. The sunrise was like Bakugou...it can be bright and harsh sometimes...but then it can be soft and gentle when no ones really around.

I just hope that that when I confess to him he'll accept my feelings...but if he doesn't that's okay too. He's way too good for me anyways. The sunrise was over already. I checked my phone for the time and it was 6:30. I begrudgingly stood up as I started on my way to school. Time for hell. At least the only good thing about school is that I get to see Bakugou. Nothing could really go wrong.

Right...?