I got a secret
No one knows it
Think you can keep it
So no one knows it

Am I wrong
For feeling this way
Should this song
Be saved for another day

Do you wanna know
Are you really sure
D'you think we should go
Let's not make this a chore

This has been on my mind
For a long time
If I had a penny for all the times that I'd wondered if this life should be mine

I'd be a millionaire

Now I'm lying on my bed
Writing this song
All the thoughts in my head
Question where I belong

You don't know me
Like you think you do
Because you don't see
Through your distorted view

Should I have warned you
Should I be scared
If I had told you
Would you have cared

But even if I wanted to
I couldn't have told you
Because the words are on the tip of my tongue but they don't roll off like they did when I was young

I'd be a millionaire

All the thoughts in my brain
Bring back the memories
Of the short lived pain
That made me believe

That I don't belong here
Don't know if this is true
D'you think I'm being sincere
When I say that I trust you

You know I've got issues
But don't we all
Don't hand me a tissue
When I'm about to fall

Because a tissue is weak
It's not what I seek
What I seek is for you to stand tall and to catch me as I fall

I'd be a millionaire

Every penny that I've spent
And every dollar that I've wasted
Every pound that I've lent
And every check that I've pasted

All the people I have met
And the ones that I let down
Even though I'm not in debt
I still feel like the clown

I'm not a millionaire

I want you to hold me tight
And sing this song through the night
Hold me close and sing this song because you mean the most so I'll sing along

I'd be a millionaire

Lel Idek what this song is about. It was going to be about the fact that I so badly want to tell my mom I'm not straight but I'm just too scared but then.. this happened so

Right, Ik a lot of ppl are going on hiatus atm (like two people lol) and if you follow Double_The_Klaine then you'll know that me and Lucy have also taken a break from that but I think I'm going to not be writing for a while as well

I just have no inspiration at all. And I just- idk. You can still request things for me to write bcos I feel like it might spark something in me and I might find some inspiration to write but yeah- unless I find the inspiration I won't be writing for a while. I will at some point tho, I'll come back at some point so don't give up on me altogether 😬😂

Luvyouguys sorry for being an uninspired shit and letting procrastination and writer's block take over my life :/