I'm here trying my best to keep people happy as much as I can and having people say they,Nvm I can't say it Cuz the person will know who they are. You see me getting a therapist?  No . You see me asking for help from people? No. Do you see me ever acting depressed?  NO

BECAUSE I CARE MORE ABOUT PEOPLE THAN MYSELF GOD DAMMIT, in real life I don't each much (I don't want you to care don't comment) and I hate my family

"Go to church I'll help you"

"Your living in sin"

" kaylani your supposed to go to church"

So what? I don't need that useless shit, I like anyone no matter what their religion is. I don't care

But my family all my life been telling me how good god is, but what do I get?

I get years of personal problems I won't say, Cuz I don't want you to care. I don't want you to worry, I don't want help.

I can do it myself, I lay in bed everyday feeling like I haven't did enough to make people happy, but I can't, I go to school and I can't talk to people. I don't feel nothing for my parents, I will not go into details for the same reasons I said before

I'm fucking tired, I have an illness that I won't say, fuck that sounds like I want people to care, I'll delete that later Cuz my hands hurt and I'm too lazy to delete it

I'm fucking tired man