Chapter 36
<<Jonathan POV>>
The cab driver stopped at the hotel, I hurried and ran out of the vehicle. I ran in side and stepped in the elevator, pressing my floor. I was ecstatic to see Evan and tell him all about Trench. Once I reached the floor, I heard talking coming down from Tyler and Craig's room. I slowly made my way over there and pressed my ear to the half open door.
"That's heartless Evan." Tyler scolded
"Well what else am I supposed to do? If I don't leave, he'll get me killed!"
"But Evan, he loves you..you're just gonna break him like he's nothing?" Mini said softly. My heart was in pain.
"You know, once in my life time I may have felt a spark, but now, it's just fear that I feel." He was scared of me? That I was gonna get him killed?
"Evan..why-just don't do this. You'll hurt him and who the duck knows will happen?!?"
"I know exactly what's gonna happen, Tyler. On this trip, Trench will find us. She will not hesitate to kill Jon first and then me and so on." He took a deep breath. "It's over." I opened the door and showed my teary face. They turned and Evan gasped in shock. I looked down, not looking at him.
"The things you said.." I whispered. "The things you did.." I closed my eyes then reopened them to let years out. "We're all a lie..? The love you said you had for me..was a lie too..? Than that means.." I look up at him and step back, getting ready to run back down. "Evan Fong..you're a lie! I hate you! I hate you for toying with my feelings for this long!"
"Jon. I'm sorry..please." He reached to touch my arm.
"Don't touch me! Stay the fuck away from me!" I ran to the elevator. The calls for my name were getting louder until the elevator doors closed. He betrayed me..he lied to me..he did it...again. I ran out of the hotel and down the street, bumping couples and random people along the way. I was just following where my legs would carry me. When I could finally stop, it was night time. I cried as I knelt to the ground, I hit the ground multiple times with my fist.
"You fucker Vanoss!!" I yelled. "I hate you!"
'Why the long face, boy?'
My eyes shit open, tears still falling but I didn't care, I looked around for the voice but realized..it was all in my head again.
"Who are you?" I sniffled.
'Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Delirious. I'm your conscious, the evil/good one of course.'
"I'm not evil."
'Yes, but you're angry aren't you? Perhaps I could be of assistance?'
'Delirious' stood in front of me. He looked like me except the real bright blue eyes and blue scars going down both his eyes. "You look..different?"
'Like you? Yes, I look like a lot of people. I'm not here to harm you Jon.'
"What're you here to do then?"
'Assist you. Evan broke your heart again, I watched it happen twice now.'
"I hate him. I just wish I could forget.."
'And forget you will, Jon. You just have to make a choice.'
"And that is?"
'We leave. We leave Las Vegas tonight and forget Evan and his friends or you can stay and get your heart broken once again.'
"I-I..I um.." I was stuttering. Leaving them? We've been through so much, I can't just up and leave like nothing.
'Jonathan. I can see your thoughts, I know it's hard. But trust me, it's best.'
"I just don't know. What will I do? Everything will be different and I don't know if it will be bad or good."
'Jon, look at yourself. You're breaking, is this what Kota would've wanted? She would've beat up Evan and told us to go.'
"You're right..I'll go. What about my stuff?"
'Don't worry. Leave it up to me.' He smirked. And just like that, he was gone. I wasn't sure if Delirious was really my conscious or a demon here to kill me more.
<<Evan POV>>
I lay in bed, staring at the empty pillow beside me. What have I done? He loved me and I broke him..now he's gone.
"You're such a dumbass Evan." I scolded myself as I put my hands on my head.
'Hey Evan' I look at the foot of the bed and saw a figure what looked like Jon but more demonic a bit.
"Jon?"
'You have no right to say his name anymore.'
"Who're you?"
'His conscious.' He laughed
"Then why are you here? You don't look like a conscious." He started laughing more.
'Finally. You figured it out better than Jon did.'
"Demon." I whispered he nodded.
'Yes Evan. You've got your turn to torment him. Now it's my turn.'
"What have you done?! Bring him back!"
'It's to late for that Evan. He's mine, we're leaving tonight.'
"You can't!"
'And to make sure you don't do anything.' The hotel room made the sound to lock and the lock fell off.
"Why do you do this?! Leave us be!"
'This could be my final chance to ruin you. After all, you ruined Jon's life then.'
"I was going to propose! To make him feel loved!"
'Aw, but that went down didn't it? You said all you felt for him was fear and that the feelings were gone. Didn't you?'
"I-"
'Didn't you?!'
I hesitated for a minute but I still love him. I couldn't let this demon take him away from me. "I did, but you're aren't getting away with this! I will find him!"
'Good luck, Evan. What makes you think he'll crawl back to you? Or forgive you?'
"I will watch!" He left. I got out of bed and put on my previous clothes, I ran to the hotel room door and started charging at the door, trying to break it off its hinges.
"I can't give up, this is my fault, I have to find him."
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