Y/n POV

Bone-chilling waves of cold breeze were entering through panes of half opened windows of my room... I weakly rose from my couch, wrapping myself in my own arms, hoping to get some warmth in the frigid surrounding. My bare feet felt numbed against the cold flooring, as if I was walking on a sheet of iceberg.
With my shivering body and trembling hands, I pulled on the curtains and heaved a sigh of relief as soon as the cold wind stopped invading my flat.

I turned on the TV and all the news channels were surfacing with the bad weather conditions that was hovering over Seoul and other parts of Korea...it had been snowing non stop since last evening and a bulk of snow was deposited everywhere, disrupting the transport and communication lines. Huge traffics were honking on snow draped roads and many had simply abandoned their vehicles on road because of the chilly cold they were not able to endure.

I switched it off with a bulging head, frustration, anger, depression...
Life is a bullshit.

Last night events surfaced through my memory and yet again, I felt myself feeling lifeless... I wondered, if he had reached his home safely...cuz he was here at my place till around 10 p.m....what if??

Shit...what if, he's stuck in a traffic jam in this cold thirsty weather outside...my mind bulged with tension and apprehension. I was reluctant not to, but at last I had to give up as I decided to call Miss Min...she could only update me about him.

I shifted my weight from one foot to another as I waited for the call to be picked up by someone...either by Miss Min or Taehyung.

"Hello... who's that??" Miss Min sounded from other side of the phone, her voice oddly crisp.
"Uhm...Miss Min, this is Y/n here..." I said hesitantly.

A long pause followed from other side, the silence making me feel uncomfortable...my fingers toying with the hem of my shirt.

" Y/n....is Mr Kim with you??" Her voice came hurried filled with concern.

I breathed audibly, my suspicion was correct, he was not home yet.

"I-i am sorry Miss Min but I'd actually called you to know about him only... he's not with me." I said gutlessly.

"Umm...do you...in anyway know, where he might be right now??" She asked, her concern growing as her voice sounded even more tighter than before.
"I'm afraid but I don't.... I'm sorry Miss Min...I need to go." I said and immediately hung up.

I bit my lip in fright...as now I was worried for him...I didn't knew where he might would have gone, or where he must would've been stuck...I crashed my myself on the couch, groaning in distress. The uneasiness was creeping inside me slowly, as my mind clouded with numerous ill thoughts...I leaned out of the window to inspect the situation outside but had to relent, as soon as the freezing gust pricked my body, making goosebumps to arise all over my entire body...it was quite enough for me to take in the severity of the calamity.

Now, I was left with only one bet, that is, to call him personally.
I immediately punched on his phone number and the dialling coursed through my ear, which felt like a entire millennia.

No response

I prayed silently, and again dialled his number. My leg bouncing up and down in uncertainty...

Please pick up the call Tae.... please, please...

Out of the blue, a very familiar muffled sound ringed from outside my flat door....it was indeed so muted that I could hardly grasp it's sound, but it's voice note was strikingly familiar to me...I jumped to my feet in horror as soon as I recognised it as my own voice, singing the lullaby which I always used to sing to Taehyung.

Cold sweat oozed out of the sides of my head and trickled down my face...as I gulped nervously. The dialling of the call stopped and apparently, the creepy voice also.

What was that...?

My feet loathly designated itself towards the door as I clutched my phone tightly in my hand, whispering beads of prayer which I hardly remembered since my childhood...

Grasping the door latch, with utter caution and fright....I creaked open the door, and a strong wintery wind crashed my tottering body like a swooshing jet. I ran my eyes infront of my sight, and found nothing but a thin layer of snow glistening silently at the walls near the large ventilation window and beneath it, on the floor...I turned around to get back inside, confusion and suspicions running wild inside me but almost in a blink of seconds, even before I could turn fully on my feet, an almost lifeless body collapsed at my feet with a loud thud...
I screamed at the top of my lungs as air rushed out of my lungs in terror....it was as if, I was sweeped off my feet. I instantly clasped my hand on the door to fasten my feet to the ground without fainting...my breathing was heavy with dread but soon the realisation took over me.My eyes widened in shock and I bent down a little to inspect the person...

This lifeless body was none other than Taehyung himself....

My body jerked back in thunderbolt as a shrill scream again left my mouth and I landed beside him on my jelly knees. I quickly embraced his stiff body in my arms and patted his cheeks which were dead cold...they had turned pale with his nose completely red. His lips had become blue and were parted slightly...his eyelids were droopy and it seemed as if he was half asleep...with his eye lashes lightly fluttering, trying miserably to keep them open.

In fact, his entire body had went icy cold...my body was itself shaking with the impact of cold wind outside which was coming inside the hallway of the apartment through the ventilator.

" Tae... Tae wake up!??...what were you doing outside my doorstep Huh??!...why aren't you responding!?...please keep your eyes open.... Taehyung are you listening to me??...I'll do something...wait! Just don't give up...!" I said jerking his body with full strength I could put in...he nodded weakly at me, his body turning paler second by second.

I tried to carry him up but his body weighed more than usual, making me wail in failure. I tried again and again but at last, I had to drag him inside my flat by his arms and it took every bit of my energy. I closed the door shut immediately and somehow managed to finally carry him to my bedroom which was comparatively warmer than other rooms and tucked him beneath a bunch of quilts and duvets on the bed...it was the very first thing I needed to do, to bring his body temperature back to normal...his body temperature was abnormally colder than it should be, and it was hella freaking me out.

I couldn't think about anything at the moment and just did what my inner instinct motioned me to do...it was as if my own body had gave up and turned numb.

I prepared a bucket of warm water and towels and ran back to him...only to dive deeper in fear when I noticed that his temperature was falling rapidly...I needed to do something at this point, but hopelessly, I was helpless. None of the doctors were receiving calls and the situation outside was not favourable either to take him to the hospital, it would only worsen his condition. I couldn't risk his life at any cost...I prayed internally, as tears were rolling down my cheeks, making me a weeping mess on the floor beside his bed.

There was no motion in his body, except the sound of his teeths that were clattering soundly in the silent room...I immediately started to massage his palms and sole of his feet with the sweater paws of my hand, hoping that maybe it would warm him up a little and make him feel better. I kept talking to him and whispering soothing words so as to keep him wide awake...I was afraid for him.

I took his wet & cold clothes off one by one and rubbed his body with warm towels. The room heater proved to be a great help in disguise as it came to my aid...I kept touching his cheeks and neck to check his temperature while I warned him up with towels.
When I was done, I quickly dressed him in one of my oversized sweaters knitted by my mom and woollen trousers which were far big for my dainty figure. I wrapped him evenly in scarfs and made him wear woollen socks as well and lastly covered him up within the sheets of blankets.
I made myself sit patiently at his side, as I kept rubbing his toes and palms constantly without a break.

A few hours later, I finally heaved a sigh of relief and felt happy than ever when I saw that his body temperature was rising towards normal and I bit my lip in triumph...my eyes watered as I sat near his sleeping figure. His face shining palely in the yellow light of the room... hesitantly, yet yearnfully I touched his flushed cheeks softly as I let my fingers free to explore his godly features...tangling my fingers in his disheveled & freezed hairlocks, caressing him with love.

After a long time, I thought as I sighed sadly to myself.

His eyes were closed and his breathing was normal & warmer than before, I continued to caress him as long as I could...my heart drowned in pain and guilt, the kind that fires your soul to purpose, I realised that I was again the one responsible for his this miserable state...he stayed outside at my doorstep just because I didn't gave him a proper explanation...I can't believe he threatened his life to death...just because of me. Why doesn't god just lets me get out of his life that easily....why he wants me to be a cause of pain for Taehyung??
Why Taehyung has to pay for me?? He's innocent...pure like a child's heart. I wish I could get away from his life as far as I could, so that he can live his life without worrying about me...a happy life with Nikki.
They both deserve to be happy... especially Taehyung.
But why I feel like, as if God has some different plans for us... whatever it is, I want to get rid off with it. I can't anymore...I don't have that much strength left in me. And most importantly, I can't see Taehyung suffer because of me, it kills me more than anything.

I stared at him longer than usual, as I sat there at the edge of his bed, gazing at him grinning to myself, I realised his presence was only enough for me to bring a smile in my heart. I wanted to keep staring down at him, because somewhere I was afraid that if I'd not take this precious chance now, maybe I would lost it forever, I would never get such a peaceful moment again with him...I wanted to cherish him right now and here. I'd rather spend one moment holding him than a lifetime knowing that I never could again.

The chains that restrained my heart at last gave up and I found myself bawling my eyes out as pitiful yelps of cry echoed throughout the hushed room with me laid half down on his still body, my hands wrapped around his neck with my face dumped in the warm crook of his neck. If crying in someone's arms is a sign of being weak, then undoubtedly I want to be weak for once, just for once at least. Maybe it'll free me from the painful shackles that are tied around me, choking me to death with each passing day...just once, maybe it'll hollow my heart from memories that once were my life.

"Please forgive me Taehyung....please, I hope you won't hate me, for my only fault is that I fell in love with you, being your friend was my choice but falling for you was beyond my control...I had never thought that my heart was capable of loving someone but thanks to you, you made me realise that yes, I'm capable of opening my heart to someone...but the problem is that, I shouldn't have fallen for you, because it hurts more than anything to know that the person you love, is the love of someone else. I hadn't known that you loved Nikki, your friendly & caring gestures towards m-me ,made me felt like I was the happiest girl alive in this world, for I had you by my side...but, little did I-i knew, t-that you never loved me in a r-romantic way but you loved me as a f-friend...that shattered my heart in millions of pieces, the night when I heard you & Nikki talking about your past love & memories...it was then, I realised that you belonged to Nikki, how much she loves you...and indeed, somewhere in the corner of your eyes, I saw your affection for her...at that instant, I decided that I needed to part my way from your life, for I wished for you both a happy life, I didn't favoured to be an obstacle in your happiness with her and also in order to save our friendship, that meant me more than my life...because I was afraid, that if you came to know about my feelings for you, it might ruin our friendship forever and I would lost you forever...that would cost me my life. I wasn't ready for that at any terms, so as a coward...I decided to leave from there, leaving you alone in the party...in order get a hold on myself, I thought probably I would easily get rid of my feelings for you if I stayed away from you for awhile...but god damn, it worsened my situation, and I soon realised that it was far from possible to kick you out of my heart....you were living in there rent-free.
Still I tried, but soon all my ill attempts crumpled down like a stack of cards blown by a small blow of wind, when I came to know, that I was going to work for your company from then on...you tried to talk with me, but your presence pricked my heart painfully everytime you came near me...so, I found it much better to avoid you than to confront myself infront of you.
Little by little, I started to feel that now when I was going to see you everyday & everytime of my life either in my daydreams or in person...it would have been only a miracle to even think that I could ever get rid of my forbidden feelings for you...so I decided to adapt myself to live my pitiful life the way it is...and let you go, because you also started drifting apart from me and I had accepted that now, our friendship was over. There was nothing left between us...we were bound to end like that, and I cursed myself for all this misfortune that occured in our life, the pain you suffered through and the precious time you wasted on me.
But, hell I was wrong again...you were not going to give away like that...and, then like a thief, you showed up at my doorstep...I requested you to end our friendship in the most bitter-filled voice I could let out, so that at least, you would start hating me for what I've done to you, for I betrayed your trust in me...and, forget me. I kicked you out my house, hoping you would kick me out in the same way from your life but...should I say I was again WRONG?!....Yes!! I was again wrong Taehyung!!!!...I was again wrong..." My voice cracked at last in wistful cries as I outpoured my bottled confessions to him...my trembling body resting on his still ones, my head on his calmly beating heart, as tears melted out from eyes like they had been freed from their restrains after a longtime.

I remembered the times when Taehyung used to hold me in his arms whenever I didn't felt right or needed somebody by my side...he was always there, soothing me with his sweet encouraging words. I craved for his that touch at the moment, I wanted him very badly to hold me in his embrace the way he used to...tell me that everything's was going to be alright at last. But my thoughts halted, when the scene from this morning's pictured my view, the way he was lying on the floor, unconscious and half dead...if had I not called him, then what would have happened??...my soul shivered at the thought itself. I tightened my grip around his waist, as few tears and sobs were still pouring out of me.

All of sudden, a hand landed softly on my back, making me shudder slightly and I flinched back alarmingly... facing Taehyung. But to my surprise, even before I could catch what was happening, a firm arm pushed me against Taehyung's chest, making me bump on his almost flat chest face forward. I slowly lifted my eyes to look at Taehyung, and I gasped softly when I saw him batting his eyes at me with a adorable smile on his lips. I felt as if I got drowned in his gaze for a moment, unable to pull myself out of its impact, but suddenly he spoke softly which broke my reverie, and I turned my full attention on him.

"Y/n-ah..."
"Hmm..." I hummed silently, not moving a single inch of my muscles, as Taehyung was still holding onto me against himself.
" I heard everything of it..." He said still smiling sweetly, even in that state of his.
I gulped the lump tumbled in my throat, as I looked straight in his eyes, not able to make words. His gaze had made me speechless, even though internally, I knew I was caught at last...he heard everything that he needed to hear.
"What...?" I said lowly, pretending not understand what he meant.
" I heard... everything you said just now." He said leaning towards me, probably to inspect my expression, but then his large soft hands gently brushed the sides of my cheeks and cupped them.
I bit on my lip, not knowing what what was coming next. The dreading and most haunting confrontation I always wanted to avoid...at last it was here.

He made an attempt to sit up, but his body surrendered... I quickly stood up, freeing myself from his grip and supported his weak body to a sitting position with a fixed pillow at his back. His eyes were upon me all the time, I did all this for him, as if he was not able to draw his eyes off me. I wondered, what he was thinking...I felt horrible from inside. My heart was literally ripping my chest, as my lips felt dry due to anxiousness that was seeping into me.
I stood at a distance from him, near the edge of the bed, as we made an eye contact. His eyes were pouring so many things....things that even he himself had buried deep down inside.

He reached out his hand towards me, offering to hold on it. Hesitantly, I made a move and when I held his hand, he pulled me towards him yet again, making me fall on his body, our faces inches away...our breathing intermingled with each others. The whole situation caught me off guard...I wanted to pull away from him, but my heart relent to do so.

" Do you trust me Y/n...?" He asked tilting his head lightly to have a better look at me.

I nodded looking at him, in his dreamy oceanic eyes.

" Why didn't you confessed before then...how could you think in your entire life, that I would ever hate you for that...at least, you could have tried to talk with me and I am quite sure that we would have easily sort out the misunderstanding....you wouldn't have been going through so much pain then..." He said looking at me with sad eyes.

"Misunderstanding...?" I asked confused, about what kind of misunderstanding was he talking about....I thought.

He chuckled softly, still looking into my eyes, as he caressed my cheeks softly while cupping them.

" Who told you that I love Nikki??" He asked, doubt evident in his eyes.

"Umm...a-actually that night, in the party when Nikki had pulled you with her somewhere, I thought of checking on you guys and then I found you both talking near the swimming pool of the hotel... I think it would be safe to say that, I heard most of the bits of the conversation you both were having that day...though, I wasn't eavesdropping." I said, my head hung low as memories from that day flushed my mind.

" Are you sure that you had heard the entire convo ?" He said looking at me doubtfully.

I felt uneasy as his questioning seemed getting tensed with his voice...I bit on my lip as I tried to recall my memory when I had saw them talking. It hit me then, that really I hadn't heard the entire convo though, as I had ran away from there the moment I saw Nikki leaning towards Taehyung, for probably to kiss him...but to be exact, I'm not sure if she really had kissed him or something.

"Umm... I think I hadn't Taehyung..." I said trailing off, my eyes now focused at the headboard behind Taehyung's head.
"What exactly made you believe that I love her...??" He said raising his brows at me.
"Umm...I think I saw you b-both... Uhm...uh..k-kissing...!?" my response seemed more like a question than a statement, hell I wasn't sure myself now, if I really had saw them kissing or was it just an assumption...

Taehyung seemed taken aback by what I said, as his eyes widened and then in a split of seconds narrowed too.

" I think...you don't know anything then Y/n-ah. Let me make it clear to you, I hadn't kissed her nor I had let her kiss me. Yeah, I remember that she'd had leaned forward to kiss me but to her bad luck, I had yanked her away." He said with his teeth clenched together, as he remembered his encounter with her that day.

I pursed my lip not knowing what to say else...I didn't knew if I was supposed to be happy or not, for me everything was still so muddled.

I redirected my gaze at him only to realise that he was already looking at me with his dreamy eyes...

" So, what about Nikk-" I was cut off in middle.
" Don't say her name infront of me...She has nothing to do with my life Y/n." He said with firm eyes and clenched jaw.

I noticed that he was not pleased with me talking about Nikki, he got his tempo high everytime I mentioned her or he talked about her. I think something's really off, something twisted that I didn't know about yet...

" I know, your head is buzzing with messed thoughts...and now, I'm willing to tell you all of it, I think it's time when I tell you each and everything about what had really taken place in my past... I think, you deserve to know, so will you listen to me Y/n?" He asked squeezing my small hand in his bigger one.

"Yes...tell me, please." I said holding his soft stare, with all interest to hear to his talk.

" Ok so...here you go, as you already know Nikki was my childhood bestfriend and....."

As he narrated about what had happened in his past, how he lost his parents, how his own people conspired against him & his family to kill them, and how Nikki and his father played a heinous role behind his back....my mouth hung open all the time as I listened to him with my full attention, little oh's and ah's leaving my lips here and there, as I wasn't at all able to believe that someone could go so low to get money & power, that someone would back stab his own best friend and try to kill his family to fulfill his selfishness.

As I listened to him, talking about Nikki with hatred vivid in his voice...I realised, that she really had affected him badly... because of her & others only, Taehyung lost his trust and faith from this world...now I know why Taehyung didn't wanted to see her face.

"....She thought that she could come into my life just on the name of her company and then once she got married to me...would get the power over my company, & then she would easily throw me out off her way by killing me with cruelty. However,little did she knew that I had known all her motives since my parents died...she thought I was naive enough to let her come back in my life, after what she did. I'll hate her till my last breath no matter what, and I don't want her near me or you at any cost... I've already warned her for that, and I'm quite sure she'll never dare to cross our way again cuz she knows that if she does, she would be in a big trouble. I feel utterly disgusted whenever I think about her and others who ruined my life and took away my beloved parents from me..." Taehyung said turning his eyes away from me, looking at window on his side...as he tried to smooth the heaviness in his voice.

Deep down my heart, I felt the pain in his voice and sincerity in his eyes as he told me everything. I cursed myself non stop thinking that how stupid I was being, thinking that Taehyung loves Nikki...even though, I had earlier seen him looking at her with enormous hate in his eyes, but I was blindfolded by my own instincts that he loved her...my heart was burning with guilt. I felt sorry for him and for myself too, I despised myself for jumping to conclusions too soon that day...I wished I had talked to him him that day to clear all tte misunderstanding that day itself...but, god I was too occupied of my own feelings to think straight.

I cleared my throat, as I scooted closer to him hesitantly, making him turn his rheumy eyes at me.

" I-i...I-i am sorry T-taehyung... I jumped to conclusions too fast. I wish for your forgiveness...even though, I know it's not worth how much pain I've caused you because of that..." I said, with my words faltering as my voice was giving up on me.
I hadn't had the courage to look directly in his eyes, cause I didn't knew at the moment, what he was feeling for me right then...

Suddenly, a big hug engulfed me as my body crashed with his, trapping me in his warm and safe arms.

" Everything's fine now Y/n....it's alright, you don't need to feel bad..
sometimes fear of losing someone is too powerful that we go to heights to avoid it and pain ourselves in the process. I can feel your insecurity...you don't have any idea how much I feel proud of you that I've got someone like you by my side, you sacrificed your ownself for the sake of my happiness, to save our friendship. You did what you thought was right at the moment...it's not your fault. Maybe if I had told and warned you about Nikki and others before only, surely we wouldn't have been going through this situation. But the only thing that saddened me is, that you never tried to talk with me, you never confessed... neither you allowed me to do so...but we all do mistakes, so let's just forget about it. And, so as to let you know, you don't need apologise cuz I was never disappointed on you...How could I ever...hmm??" He said still trapping me in his arms as his eyes softened looking at me.

I mouthed a sorry, as I felt too vulnerable to trust my own voice...I was sure I was going to burst out any moment. I had to blink continuously to clear my blurred vision.

Soon, his sudden question again caught me off guard....
" So, is that true...that you love me??" He asked straight, his grip slightly loosening around me as he looked into my eyes fervently.

I didn't knew how to answer his so direct question...as my cheeks started to feel hot.
I pursed my lips as I tried to pull away from his intense stare at me...

" Do you...I want to hear it from you again??" He said looking serious.
I felt sweat tricking down my head, as now I was anxious thinking what was coming my way...what if he doesn't... ?...I yanked my thoughts away, as I directly looked in his eyes, building the courage to speak up and finally opened my mouth to speak...when suddenly a pair of warm lips pressed against mine, my words dying on my tongue and getting muffled by his lips as they moulded around mine perfectly ...I was too surprised to take in anything, as intoxicated warmth seeped into me and he pulled away almost instantly, looking in my eyes with fondness outpouring through them.
I was too dumbfounded to respond, as I was looking at him with my mouth half open.
His both hands cupped my face, as he brought his face near mine... looking at me lovingly.
I knew, the moment was right here, it was about happen... amazing just like in movies, where the hero confesses his feelings to his heroine...but, you fucking believe or not...it was more than that...it was as if, the whole world around us was dancing and cheering, but all I could see was his deep heavenly eyes, piercing my soul to make his own.

" Y/n..." he breathed softly...making me hold him back to support his weak body, " You mean something to me-something I can't really even put into words because everything seems too lame in comparison. I've always wanted you, and I'll forever. Whenever I would feel lonely or scared, just thinking about you calmed me down. I was always able to pull through because you were there for me. You would always save me. I want you to always stay by my side smiling.When you left, it was like losing part of myself. I'm not complete anymore without you...should I say more ??" He said looking at me, studying my teary expression...as I nodded impatiently at him.

" Please say it already Tae... I'm dying to hear it from you..." I said as tears rolled down my cheeks and fell on our interwined hands.

He took a deep breath as he continued, " I'm in love with you Y/n...from the very beginning, I swear. I think it took us awhile to get here, but I think that I've always loved you. But you wanna know the other thing that I know for sure? Besides the fact that I love you?" he paused smiling tenderly at me, his eyes glistening like pearls.

"That I'm always going to love you," I said running my hand over his face, tucking hair behind his ear. "No matter what." the sides of his lips curled up in a irresistible smile as tears spilled our from his tired yet blazing eyes...as he once again, trapped me in his arms, sniffling snugly in the crook my neck...I wanted to embrace him in my world like this forever, maybe even after I died...it was like, I was finally on my way to board my first ever ferry, with the person I loved so much more than anything, to start a new life,the life I wanted with him....we pulled away from each other momentarily, as our eyes dived back & forth from our eyes to our lips...

" What are you thinking ??" I said attaching our foreheads... letting our breathe strangle with each other.
" I think, how about I kiss you once more...?" he said grinning smugly at me.

"Is it.?" I said tightening my grip around his torso, our bodies crashed with each other, like our whole life depended on it.

He licked his dry luscious lips and I waited for him to once more take me in his arms, to sweep me off my feet, as dramatic types are supposed to do but he didn't budged.

"So, uh, don't you want to kiss me?" I said avoiding his eluding gaze.
" You go first..." He replied. " I did last time."
I looked at him with disbelief, he was now playing hard to get.
But, I suddenly felt shy as I turned my eyes to look at my lap.

" If you want to kiss me, Y/n-ah, why don't you??" He said coming closer, his breath fanning the side of my exposed neck.

"Umm....Tae, actually I've never kissed before, uh I don't know how...?" My voice trailed off in air...

" So, that's the reason why you didn't kissed me back then, when I kissed you moments ago!" he asked with a glint of happiness dancing in his eyes.

I wonder, what made him so happy about knowing I don't know how to kiss??

" Just copy the movement of my lips and try to sync with me...is that fine with you??" he asked softly, putting his fingers under my chin to make me look up.

I nodded yet shyly, waiting for his next move.

Suddenly, my head jerked back a little as a hand enveloped my nape, though gently as he whispered against my lips, " I can never stop wanting to kiss you Y/n...". and with that he closed the gap between us as he sealed his words with tenderness. He pulled me closer by my waist, making me sit on his lap, as our lips synced together gently yet passionately, making the world around me silent and fireworks to burst inside me. I felt light as a feather, getting carried away with him...my eyes closed, and the galaxies roaming around me.

He leaned in more to deepen the kiss,his mouth lingering on mine, teeth grazing my lower lip, making me shiver and my body tingle. My heart was hammering in my chest and I was able to feel that his heart was also beating the same in rhythm,there was a rushing sound in my ears, like beating wings.
At the first kiss I felt something melt inside me that hurt in an exquisite way. All my longings, all my dreams and sweet anguish, All the secrets that slept deep within me came awake, Everything was transformed and enchanted, everything made sense.

As he devoured my lips and I did same with his, his skin felt incredibly soft against mine...making me earnestly press my lips more firmly on his. When we finally came apart to catch our breath due to lack of air, there was something shining brightly in his eyes...he was smiling like a teenage boy mad in love.

"Not enough," he said, letting my hair slip through his fingers. "If I kiss you all day, everyday, for the rest of my life, it won't be enough." he said with finality as we both burst out laughing still out of breath a little.

His hands released mine and moved to my waist, and I noticed I wasn't the only one breathing heavily. He pulled me to him, bringing our bodies together and wrapping a warm blanket around my slightly trembling body.

" You're shaking...are you feeling ok ??" He asked looking at me worriedly, brushing my cheeks.

" No I'm feeling mad in love with you Mr Kim Taehyung..." I said peeking up at him, as he gazed down at me over my shoulder." I want you to kiss me again," I said foolish and drunk." Kiss me until I'm sick of it."

"What would you do if I kissed you right now?"he asked placing a kiss on my shoulder.
I stared at his beautiful face and his beautiful mouth and I wanted nothing more than to taste it. "I would kiss you back."

The way you feel when you kiss him,
For the first time.
Like fire within your bones.
Like your soul has returned to the water.
Like every part of you that
Came from a dead star
is alive again.

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He never lets her wear a blue
cracked grin.
And, stills the bone chilling wind
With a tender kiss
On her soft cerise lips...

To be continued

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