Blaine pov

"You have to tell me about him." My sister Abby orders me.

"He is so cute. He is just amazing. This is his picture." I show her the picture on my phone.

"He looks like a great guy. What is he like?" She asks.

"He loves Broadway and fashion. He always wears the latest clothes. He was being bullied but he doesn't change who he is. We met at Dalton because he was trying to get away from the bulling like I was. He can sing like a siren. His voice is so hypnotic. He wants to be a Broadway star or work for Vogue. He has such big dreams and I know he'll get there." I explain to her.

"Aw! So I going to assume that he knows about the OCD right?" She asks as she sits in my chair.

That's is the one thing I never told him. I didn't say anything to her. I just sit on my bed and whistle innocently.

"Blaine!" She shouts at me.

"I mean he doesn't have to know now." I argue to her.

"Yes you do. He's your boyfriend you own him the truth." She tells me with her "I'm right look."

"I just want to keep him. I'm scared that if I tell him that he'll leave me." I whisper to her as my eyes started to water.

"But Blaine, if he loves you like you tell me in all of your phone calls then he wouldn't do that." She says as she holds my hand.

"I know but still." I look at her while I wipe my tears.

"You still have to tell him. He is going to find out eventually so why not from you." She says as she sits on the bed next to me.

"You're right. I have to tell him. He has the right to know." I finally agree with her.

"I'm proud of you." She says as she squeezes me tightly.

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The next afternoon I'm at Kurt's house cuddling in his bed. I know that I have to tell him but it scares me to death. I snuggle in his chest and breath him in for possible the last time. I squeeze him tightly around his waist.

"You ok Blaine?" Kurt asks me as he runs his fingers through my curls.

"I need to tell you something." I whisper in his neck.

"Tell me baby." Kurt says as he rubs me back.

I look up at him with a slight frown. It's now or never.

"I, I have. " I try to tell him but stutter to him.

"It's ok baby. Just tell me." Kurt says with a small kiss on the shoulder.

I take a deep breath as tears start to swell up in my eyes.

"I have OCD. I was diagnosed when I was 9. You can break up with me now." I tell him.

He doesn't say anything. Tears start to fall down my face. I sit up and bury my face in my hands. I feel arms around my waist and his chin resting on my shoulder.

"Why did you tell me when we first started dating?" Kurt asks as he rubs my stomach.

"I didn't want to scare you away." I whimper to him as I lean in his arms.

"Why do you think I'm gonna break up with you?" Kurt asks as he litters kisses on my neck slowly, trying to sooth me.

"B-because I'm a freak. I freak out if the tiniest thing isn't in the right place. When I was a kid, every picture I drew I needed a ruler. I've been on pills since I was 9. I've been to 3 different therapist since I was 7. I'm just a mess." I explain as I hug myself.

"You're not a mess. We all have our little problem. Can I be honest? I think that it makes you more organized. It explain why you never loss anything." Kurt says as he holds me again and pulls me into his lap.

"So you're not breaking up with me?" I asked confusedly.

"No! Never! I would never break up with you over a flaw. I love you Blaine. Never forget that. Ok." Kurt says as he squeezes me tightly.

"Ok. Sorry I'm such a drama queen.” I whimper as I wipe my tears.

“No your not. It’s just your being your worried some handsome self which I love.” Kurt says as he kisses me sweetly.

“I love you.” I whisper to him as I kiss him back.

“I love you too.” He says as he kisses squeezes me tightly.