this is after listening to my playlist 5-6 times (blockage removal, hydrokinesis, booster,  shape shift)

Hydrokinesis:
I got a bowl out and filled it with water and tried to concentrate to make a ripple but absolutely nothing happened and I feel like a fool ;-;

Shape shifting:
I tried meditating and imagining my two other forms(snow leopard and snow leopard Neko) and I felt a tingly sensation on my head and I feel really drained rn