I get up from the bed and go to her door. She wouldn't want me breaking in anyway.

"Natsu!! What do you think you're doing here?!?!"

"Aww, chill out, Luce. I just wanted to come hang out."

"You could try using the door or asking me to, you moron!"

I smile at the memory. I really wish that she would yell at me again.

I go to the door and walk out. The first step.

I start walking the familiar way to the guild, that I've walked so many times before.

The sun is really bright and it makes me squint.

The farther I walk, the more uneasy I feel. I really want to turn back and go into her apartment.

But I can't.

She wouldn't want that.

I keep walking forward, and pretty soon I reach the big doors that I haven't seen in months.

My hands start to sweat as I reach for the handle. I don't think I can do this.

I won't see the familiar head of blonde hair when I walk in. I won't smell her scent. I won't see her laughing with everyone. I won't see her happy.

I don't deserve to be happy, she does.

But it doesn't matter what I think.

All that matters is what she wanted.

She gave her life for mine. She did that so that I could live. So I will.

With that thought in mind, I push open the big doors.

For Lucy.