Y/N pov

I look up at Mario shock. Was I making noise? Does he know that I was having a nightmare? Did he know what it was about?

A bunch of thoughts swermed mind. my mind became unsteady and my heart beat increased. My cheeks started feeling wet and before I knew it I was having a full-on panic attack.

I started crying. Maybe this was a sign that amajiki was the one for me. Or maybe it was the other way around? What if I'm meant to be with Mirio? My head was hurting from thinking to much.

I went back to my room and slipped on some socks and shoes. I run out of the house and without realizing it I subconsciously run to my old house which was the one amajiki and I used to stay.

I Look up to the door and stopped myself from knocking. Maybe I'll stay here just one night. My arm goes up to  knock on the door

I knock once

I knock twice

I knock three times

Then four times

right when I was about to knock the fifth time the door opens without thinking I immediately run into a amajiki's body wrapping my arms around his waist. I couldn't help it I missed his warmth, I missed his scent, I missed everything about him.

I look up to his face his eyes were red and puffy from crying. The look in his eyes said it all, he looked like he was sorry, truly sorry. I wasn't ready to let go what we had created together. My feelings for him were still strong.

But he cheated on me and I couldn't forgive him that easily. I wanted to forgive him so bad but I convinced myself not to. I was scared of getting heartbroken again.

I let go of him and walk to my used to be room. I grabbed a random blanket from the closet. I told my self I was going to stay here for a night.

I walked over to the sofa before Amajiki could say anything. I sit down on the sofa and I curl up into a ball. I had my knees up to my chest and my arms were hugging my knees.

I buried my face into my legs and without realizing it I started crying again. "Do you want to talk about it? " amajiki soft voice echoes through my ears. I look up at amajikis face.

How could I stay mad at him, I love this man. "I-I-I had a d-dream about M-Mirio..." my voice trailed away I couldn't take it anymore and I told him everything about my dream.

I told him about how Mirio whispered in my ear and I told him how I thought it was a nightmare and not a dream. I should have never said anything.

"I'll be right back." Amajiki says