I don't even know what to write today..... I've started doing this thing where is there is an awkward silence my mind starts telling me to say "yeah my cat just died" my cats are in perfect health so I have no idea why I directly want to say they died. I could just ask how life is going but nooooooooo it's: hey how's your cat mine is dead.

I'm rewatching stranger things and I had forgotten how unsettling it is, but everyone on that cast deserves an award