100 things you're grateful for

1. I'm grateful for a 2019

2. I'm grateful I had Rachel as a roommate for 3 years

3. I'm grateful that I was able to tell Josh how I feel back in February and we gotten together

4. I'm grateful that Ashley was there when I broke my glasses

5. I'm grateful Josh's parents let me to stay with them that weekend before I had to go to the airport for my spring break trip. 

6. I'm grateful for Josh waking up at 5:00 in the morning for me and drove me to the airport

7. I'm grateful for being a part of Habitat for Humanity in Missouri that spring break

8. I'm grateful to Josh for picking me up from the airport and I stayed for that weekend before he drove me back to my dorm. 

9. I'm grateful that during the week in April when Josh's parents was away I was able to stay over that weekend. 

10. I'm grateful that I was in the drag show at Salem State as Jesse D when I was a freshman and when I was a senior. 

11. I'm grateful that Josh comforted me after we went to see Pet Semetary. It really scared me and I was triggered by it. 

12. I'm grateful that we drove back home that Monday holiday and he met my parents and Emma. 

13. I'm grateful that my parents like Josh 

14. I'm grateful I was able to plan a great birthday for Josh

15. I'm grateful for all of my classes I have take

16. I'm grateful for doing senior week

17. I'm grateful to Josh for bringing me to NAGLY (I been wanting to go for a long time since coming to Salem State) 

18. I'm grateful that we went back to Worcester and I brought him to Safe Homes to meet everyone. 

19. I'm grateful that I went to see a movie one last time in Salem before we graduate with Rachel, Ashley, and Josh. This was also the first time Josh was a part of our group. We went to see Detective Pikachu. 

20. I'm grateful for getting on the Dean's list for my last semester

21. I'm grateful that I graduated with a Bachelor's degree in Education 

22. I'm grateful that Emma, Josh, and Ashley came to mine and Rachel's graduation

23. I'm grateful for my graduation dinner at Friendly's with my parents and Josh

24. I'm grateful that I decided to go along with the long distance relationship with Josh. 

25. I'm grateful for the summer I had with him even though it ended badly

26. I'm grateful for the nights he Facetime me

27. I'm grateful for how much effort he put into trying to see me and talking to me

28. I'm grateful my parents drove me to Danvers for the Best Buddies fundraiser so I can see Joshy. 

29. I'm grateful he found a way to drive out to see me so we can see the life action Aladdin

30. I'm grateful that he's mine Aladdin 

31. I'm grateful that I been coming to Kiva almost everyday since June working on my mental health. 

32. I'm grateful for celebrating the 4th of July in Salem with my parents and Josh

33. I'm grateful for the last time he came to Worcester to see me. Going to pride, the beach, and then Blackstone. Even though what happened afterwords I am still grateful because I get to see more of him and learn more about him like when we were in the guitar store. Seeing him light up when he saw the guitars and the keyboards and the drums. That made me so happy seeing him happy and I fall even more in love with him. The movie we went to see was the Lion King life action. 

34. I'm grateful that we went to see the Lion King life action and seeing him excited during the songs. I love him so much. 

35. I'm grateful that after a month of not Facetiming and feeling really shitty we finally did Facetime. August was not a good month for me. Since then we been Facetime again ones a week. 

36. I'm grateful that when Josh couldn't come to Worcester Pride I was able to have my parents to bring me to Peabody the next day for a festival so I can see him. It was awkward but was worth it. 

37. I'm grateful that I was apart of Josh's team at the Autism speaks walk in October

38. I'm grateful that I turned 23

39. I'm grateful that my parents brought me to Flatbread at Salem for pizza and bowling and Rachel and Josh was there for my birthday. 

40. I'm grateful that I had a bees knees instead of a Sangria and that got me tipsy. I think that's why I did better bowling lol. 

41. I'm grateful that Josh told me that the girl that had told him how she feel decided she just wants to be friends. 

42. I'm grateful my mom brought me to Gloucester for the week and I stayed with Rachel and her parents. 

43. I'm grateful I spent Halloween with Rachel, Ashley, and Josh

44. I'm grateful I spent the afternoon that Saturday with Josh before I go home the next day

45. I was grateful to Emma for giving me her cat Nigs last Sunday and I named him Shadow but now my mom wants to get rid of him after he peed on the floor so I don't know what to do. 

46. I'm grateful that I have applied and registered for classes at QCC for next semester. I am going for a certificate in Early Childhood Education. 

47. I'm grateful to my Kiva family 

48. I'm grateful for my parents

49. I'm grateful to be alive

50. I'm grateful to Ashley for trying to help

51. I'm grateful that my mom decided not to kick that cat out onto the street and he is out of the cat carrier now until we figure out what to do with him. 

52. I'm grateful that I was able to talk to Josh Thanksgiving night about what is going on and he made me feel better like he always does. 

53. I'm grateful I was able to Facetime with him again Friday night and talked about our plans for Yesterday. 

54. I'm grateful that after the last time he came out here to see me (Back in July) he was able to come here to see me again today. I was afraid that his mom won't let him anymore. 

55. I'm grateful we had pizza and ice cream Saturday

56. I'm grateful I showed him QCC and that I'll be starting class there in January

57. I'm grateful that Josh believes in me

58. I'm grateful we went to see "A beautiful day in the neighborhood" Yesterday at Showcase Cinemas. 

59. I'm grateful he came into the house to say hi to my dad

60. I'm grateful he sent me his Christmas list so I can know what he wants. I still want to try to get him something off his list but if not I do have my own plans on how I can make him feel special for Christmas. I told him he doesn't have to get me anything because all I want for Christmas is him but if he want to get me something, I told him to get me an Amazon gift card. 

61. I'm grateful I had pizza again for dinner Saturday night with my parents

62. I'm grateful that Mr. Rogers Neighborhood is on Amazon Prime so I have been watching it. I want to show this to my kids someday.

63. I'm grateful I gotten Disney+ when it launched on November 12 and I have been watching movies and shows on it every day on it and been writing reviews on what I watch.

64. I'm grateful that Shadow finally came out from hiding and gave me and my mom some love letting us pet him. Of course he went back into hiding when he saw my dad but when he left for work, Shadow came back out and gave us more love. 

65. I'm grateful that we still had that cat bed we originally gotten Tigress and that Shadow was going crazy over it. (There's catnip in it. Also he tared it. There's a big whole in it now so we can't use it again) 

66. I'm grateful that I was able to facetime Josh and tell him what is going on between me and Emma. He made me feel better like away. I'm not going to let Emma to get her cat back if she does decide to come here and get him. 

67. I'm grateful that when I got up I saw Shadow on my mom's lap

68. I am grateful that I get to sleep in Monday and Tuesday due to weather. Hopefully I get to go to Kiva Wednesday.  

69. I'm grateful that I finally decided to watch High School Musical: The Musical: the Series

70. I'm grateful that I am able to watch Elena of Avalor and Star Vs. the forces of evil on Disney+

71. I'm grateful that I still have Rachel, Ashley, and Josh. I am not friends with Emma anymore. 

72. I'm grateful I was able to go to Kiva and talked about Emma and my new cat

73. Even though we are not friends anymore, I am still grateful of everything I been through with Emma and all the good times we shared. We knew each other since I was a junior and she was a freshman in high school. I will always miss her as a friend even though she didn't always act like one.

74. I'm grateful I was able to go to the art group at the Kiva and painted something for Josh, Rachel, and Ashley.

75. I'm grateful that season 5 of Fuller House is now up on Netflix

76. I'm grateful I was able to Facetime Josh and text Ashley. We planned on having Josh to bring her during spring break so Ashley can watch the life action Lady and the Tramp. I also want to celebrate her birthday so I'll be treating her to one of my favorite places to eat. 

77. I'm grateful that Josh's last day of classes is Wednesday and he also has a final

78. I'm grateful we finally finished Bates Motel. I really like it and I can't look at the Good Doctor the same way again. Freddie Highmore is a great actor. I can't wait to watch the psycho movies.

79. I'm grateful that I was asleep during my wisdom teeth being taking out and it was quick

80. I'm grateful that we got to Market basket and got food I am able to yet. Pudding, Yogurt, and Ice Cream. I'm on a soft food diet for a couple of days. 

81. I finally finished Star Wars the Clone Wars animated series and did a review on it. I've heard they are going to have a season 7 and I am actually looking forward to is because Ahsoka is back. 

82. I'm grateful that I was able to finish Elena of Avalor and that there is a season 3  

83. I'm grateful that when I got to safe homes Elle didn't mention Emma. I'm still sad that we are not friends anymore but at least I didn't have to think about her when I was at Safe Homes. 

84. I'm grateful that I have Shadow. He is a black cat and I don't think he's bad luck. I used to be really superstitches. I still am but not as much as I was before. 

85. I'm grateful the bus came on time so I didn't have to wait too long outside to get to Kiva

86. I'm grateful I got to the art group on time and I finished what I was painting for Ashley. Josh, Rachel, and Ashley's came out nice and I plan on mailing Rachel and Ashley's Christmas presents Monday. I'm giving Josh sometime next week when I see him. 

87. I'm grateful that I was able to stay for Karaoke and Norah gave me a ride to the hub so I won't after to walk in the dark. 

88. I sang Feliz Navidad for Karaoke and everyone loved it. 

89. I'm grateful I had 7 slices of pizza at Kiva. I also had 5 slices of pizza at Safe Homes the night before.  

90. I'm grateful that Norah was at Kiva last Friday. She can't go everyday because she's a teacher so she is only able to go on Friday afternoons for drum cycle and Karaoke. She only can come to Kiva everyday during the summer. She's one of my favorite people there. 

91. I'm grateful we had a Psycho marathon and the last movie was the best.

92. I'm grateful I talked to Josh over Facetime and talked about our plans this week. 

93. I'm grateful I was able to go to the post office Monday with my mom to send out Rachel's and Ashley's shells I painted.  

94. I'm grateful I watched and actually really liked Star Wars episode 3 revenge of the Sith. 

95. One of the channels on YouTube Rachel watch "Glamour" put up a video on Aladdin

https://youtu.be/4CUg424lmG4

96. I just finished watching Star Vs. the forces of evil and Star and Marco are finally together. 

97. Rachel and Ashley gotten their shells

98. I found out that there is a petition out there on Change.com to get a Star Vs. the forces of evil season 5 or a movie special. I hope that will work. I signed it and I encourage everyone who wants this show to continue for another season or movie to sign it too. I don't know if they will actually listen to the fans. I remember with Girl Meets World everyone including me wanting a season 4 but nothing happen. I do think the series finale was ok but it wasn't satisfying enough and the relationship with Star and Marco felt rush so I really hope this will work so we can get a satisfying ending of the series.  

99. I'm grateful that I gotten Ashley's visa gift card. It's $20 and I look forward in using it for something. 

100. I decided to go ahead and watch Noelle on Disney+ even though I can't watch it with Josh. Hopefully I'll see him Saturday and I hope since the semester is over we can just be official again and resume our relationship.