This is complicated but I still love him and I know he still love me. The last time I saw him in person was when I was in Gloucester and he came and picked me up at Rachel's house. He brought me back to his new house and he showed me his basement which is where he lives. He loves it and I think that's cool. I told him how I feel with the promise bracelet and making promises. I also had a list of 13 reasons why I love him. Here is the list:

 1. His beautiful spirit

2. his  paganism believe 

3. his ability to make me smile

4. His eyes

5. The way he look at me

6. His voice

7. His talent

8. How he care about me

9. He make me feel like I belong

10. He loves me 

11. Learning new things about him 

12. How he see the world 

13. His smile

He has a gift to always making me feel better whenever I am upset about something.