I wanted to get to the Kiva for 10:00 for the share and care conversation group but I wanted to put up my videos about Wicca. When I was done I went to the Kiva for 11:15 for Community Gathering and guess what? I saw my cousin Ben. Now if you know me then you would know I don't care about him. His face his messed up and I don't understand how these girls keep getting involved with him and getting pregnant? Every time that new baby ended up being taking away by DCF and put in a foster home because neither Ben or whatever girl he was with are able to parent the kids. I hope he doesn't become a regular because I love going to the Kiva and I don't want him to ruin it. 

After community gathering they had lunch. I had my white rice. Ben actually did talked to me. He asked about my mom and we were talking about Grandma because today is her birthday. I told my mom this and she was surprised that he remembers that. That is how pathetic he is.  

I also talked to Mike who is in charge of the Kiva about running a group. He told me to talk to him tomorrow and he will tell me about the classes I need to take because I have to get certified. It will be great when I start working there. I can help other people with their mental health as well as improving my own and I can get paid doing it. I'm still trying to find another job so I can get a second job and make more money. I also want to get a third job. Too bad I can't be a peer leader again for Safe Homes.