18. Write about your day or week so far. Did something good or bad happen? Are you feeling happy or sad? Did you learn or do something new? 

Yesterday

I went to the Kiva for the support groups and I open up more. In Wellness Wednesday I talked about how I want to try to eat healthier and how Josh wants to try to get me to eat healthier. He even convinced me to get those protein powder. Then in Peers of color we talked about different issues involving the people of color community. We also talked about how the history in textbooks have been white washed. We also talked a little about Junteenth since yesterday was Junteenth and Saturday is going to be the festival in Worcester. I can't wait to go. Then was the compulsive Behavior support and I talked about how I am always on my laptop. The last support group I was in was living with and without limits and I talked about how I struggle with depression and when it started without really talking about Charles because I'm not ready to talk about that yet in these support groups. Then I went to guitar 101 and had my first guitar lesson. 

Later Josh got to my house and we finally had our date. We been trying to find a day when he will come to Worcester but because he have been busy with work and human action theater we kept postponing it and he would feel bad for it but I was understanding. We walked to Yoway and I treated him to Frozen Yogurt. He loves the place. Then I showed him WPI and Institute Park. We made out at Institute park which I missed doing. He is just a great kisser. Then we went over to the church where I went for Brownies when I was in Girl scouts and showed him pictures of me on Facebook. Then we went back to his car and he drove us to Showcase Cinema and we went to see Aladdin. It was worth seeing it again with my Aladdin and it was the best movie date ever. He drop me off and waited for me to get inside before he left. I stayed up a little longer to go on Wattpad and then I went to bed.

That made me so happy finally getting to be with him. When he first got to my house he got out of his car and I ran into his arms and he lift me up like if we were in those romantic movies. It gave me a good feeling. We decided that we will try to see each other twice a week instead of Bi-weekly since that won't work. The next time I should be able to see him is I am planning on going back to Salem for the 4th of July. I want Josh to be there and I hope that his parents could come too so my parents could meet his parents. Then the next time he will come to Worcester in July will be to see the life action Lion Kings since he told me that's his favorite Disney movie. I feel that we could make that to work. We would have to focus a month at a time for now. 

The week

So far my week is pretty good. Father's day was Sunday and I saw my grandparents, my Aunt Cherly, and my stupid Uncle Kenny. My Aunt had gave me $150 and my Grandma gave me $100 so I put them into the bank Monday. I went to ASL class as well as Zumba and Yoga. Tuesday I went to the support groups and yesterday too. I had my date with Joshy last night and it was amazing. Josh makes me feel special and princess. No one has ever made me to feel like that before.  I am really happy right now and I can't stop thinking about him. He's everything I could ever wanted and I hope our relationship will last. Only think I learn from this week was Monday in my ASL class. I learn some signs and I am practicing those this week.