I feel happy when I get the chance to facetime Josh and he is saying that "you're special" "you're beautiful." I would blush because no one said that to me before or keep reminding me. I feel peaceful when I am walking. In Salem when I am walking downtown, in Worcester walking but I had crossing the streets. I felt satisfy when Josh came to Worcester last Wednesday and we finally had our date. We also made out a little at Institute park which is now our spot because it's private and we could be truly alone.