I woke up and then I Remember everything that happened that night I look at Jay " like what you see" said Jay and he opens his eyes I smirk and I shake my head " nope" then Jay growls and I stand up but was pull back down and I was laying on his chest.

His eyes were black and then he smirks he trails his hand on my chest and then he grabs my boobs and start to massage it I gasp and a moan escaped my lips " now what did you say little mate " I tremble " I lied I do like what I se-"I then moan loudly when he starts to kiss my neck " good mate" he starts to lean and I close my eyes and then I heard a little chuckle.

I open my eyes and I see Jay next to the bathroom I pouted that was such a tease I stand up and look for a clean bra and panties I open the bathroom and brush my teeth Jay comes closer to me and wraps his arms around me he breaths in my scent and start to kiss my neck I bend down and wash my mouth I turn around to Jay and I lift myself on the sink and open my legs and fold my arms and I bit my lip.

" you so mean Jay " I look up and I saw his friend poking out I look at Jay to see his eyes going black and blue I lend and grab his head and I bit his lip and i push him and got down i made him sit on the toilet I sat on him and I said " close your eyes I am going to show you something " I said in a sexy moan voice and I got of him and I walk out of the bathroom I change and went downstairs I smirk and I open the fridge and grab an ice cream and sat down.

After i was done i go outside to my mom and dad house I open the door and see my pup playing with toys I smile I and took him in my arms " mom I am leaving " i said to her when I saw her in the kitchen. I went back up to my room and I see Jay looking at me I smirk and I gave him Ian I grab a duffel bag and start to pack my clothes I took a glimpse of Jay and he was making goofy faces at him while laying down on the floor I go and lay down on his back " when are we leaving hun " " right now there Is an important meeting that we have to go to " I nod and then I said to him " wait I am going " " yes it time to introduce you to the other alphas " I kiss him on the cheeks ".

And got off " come go eat something you big chunk of meat " he got off and took Ian in his arms and I went downstairs with him he gives me Ian and starts to make a sandwich i look at him and I start smiling I felt so elegant.

" omg he is cute can I hold him" i look at the elder lady and I nod she takes him and I look at her walking away I go outside and shift going to my favorite pond I shift back and jump in going inside the cave when I got inside I lift myself up and walk around and look at the small cravings I then did a flip and swam under the water going back up this pond is very deep.

I look around and I was pull under and back up I look at Jay smiling " I can see you like this pond " I smile going closer to him and hug him " I love you Nicole" I froze and I look at him " you don't have to respond to me " i kiss him to make him stop " I love you too every since the day I met you I fell in love I tried to tell myself over and over again that I don't but I do I love you."

He looks at me and kiss me gently he pulls me closer to him and he breaks the kiss then he kiss me and pulls me down under the water and we go back up " hey I want to show you something " I told Jay I got up and waited for him to come up I show him the cravings and he looks and touches them " you should draw more you are talented " I smile and I then feel that Luke is trying to talk in the mindlink.

Yeah If you leave a pack your connection breaks but you still will be able to talk to your family " what is it " " okay calm down for what I am about to tell you " " okay " " who did you gave your pup to " " a elderly woman " " did you pay close attention to how she look likes " " no why are you asking " " I'm sorry we Nicole we try to do everything but a pack members saw her jump off a cliff with your pup"

I froze no I said I jump in the water and swam under I swam back up and lift myself I ran inhuman speed I followed Luke scent and I stop when I saw him near he look at me and he gives me something Ian socks. I shake my head I ran to the cliff to see if I can go down there and I jump I hear luke calling my name I feel the cold water hitting me I swam up faster and faster.

Until I was in surface I got out coughing for air I stood up and I see something on the floor i pick it up it was a letter

Dear Nicole,

"Forgive my son for raping you he had a hard life after his father died he became different he was not the same he took his death harder than me and I was his mate and your pup reminded you about him to much I want your pain to go away so forget about Ian and forget about what happened and just worried about your mate and new pack me and Ian are in a better place with his dad."

I scream " no my pup give me my pup back" I scream I walk to the water splashing until I felt something I lifted it up and what I saw made me cry even harder Ian face was blue and he wasn't moving " noooooo why" my wolf whimpers for our pup I hug Ian holding him " I love you I love you sweetie " I cried until I felt warm hands on my back I look at Jay and he hugs me then jasmine and Luke came and hug me then I hear sad howls of my old pack members.

I cried even harder " let go Nicole " I shake my head and jay picks me up I put one arm on him and I hug my pup. Then someone was trying to take him from my arms and I didn't allow it " no stop " " please we need to clean him " I shake my head and I let him take him I had no energy going on right now I was still in Jay arms he puts me on the couch and takes my bra and panties off I hear the shower running and I was pick up and I was put down on the water.

Jay bathes me " can.... i be alone please Jay" he gets out and i start to cry and cry and i got out putting on a robe I see Jay " Jay we won't be able to see our pup" I said crying I go to him and I hug him " our pup..... our pup" I start to slowly fall asleep.