It was around 2:30 Ian started crying he wouldn't drink the milk and he felt hot I touch his neck and he was very hot I got worried. " what do we do nene" " wrap him with blankets " I did what she said but he was still crying I then ran with him in my arms I look for Jay every where he wasn't here.

I sniff the air and I follow the scent there was people training I saw him " Jay " I scream cry he look at me and ran to me " what happened " " my pup is sick"

He touches him and he took him from my arm and started pulling me with him we both ran to a hospital called " darkness "  a nurse came and took him I was going to follow them but Jay stops me.

" what...are you doing I need my pup" " shh they just doing there job" " but.. I need him he is the only person I have and love."

Jay hugs me and I feel shock of tingles all over this isn't normal for a pup to get sick. I start crying what if he died I can't live without my pup I hug him for dear life I felt my feet go weak. Jay picks me up and I am sitting on him right now I don't care that I am touching him I am only worried about Ian.

Then what felt like forever the nurse came " miss your pup is alright now the doctor gave him medicine right now he is sleeping" " " what happened to him " " miss do you have a mate" I look at her confuse " no I don't have a mat-" " I am here mate" she looks shock and bows down to us.

" okay well as I was saying your pup is still sick because you guys are not together right " we both nod " well to put it short the farther you guys are away from each other the more the pup will get hurt and mostly died because you guys are neglected each other but you guys didn't know you are hurting the pup "

I shook my head this is not happening " there gotta be another way nurse " she looks at me and shake her head saying sorry I went to the room and saw my pup with tubes helping him breath I touch him and I saw his eyes open I smile.

"It will be okay baby I promise I love you " I went outside not trying to break down I went down in the ground and cry and cry until i felt a hand on me and I was being lifted from the tingles " I'm sorry Nicole for being a bad mate" i just nodded on his shoulders and I went inside the room preparing to go to sleep.

I woke up around 5:10 am to check on my pup he was still sleeping then I heard a soft snore i look at the ground and I saw Jay on the ground with a pillow.

I walk to the other side of the room to see a little tube that was feeling him milk."I'm so sorry baby this is all my fault " I felt warm tears coming down but I wipe them away " I come back Ian" I left to go back to the house to get clothes for the baby I walk in to my room and grab clothes.

When I walk downstairs i saw a pair of keys and i grab it I went to the door of the house and try to open it to see if these is the keys of the house and it was I walk to the hospital and went to the room to see a woman sitting down.

She looks at me and gives me a warm smile " hello dear I am the ex Luna of the darkness pack and Jay mother " I smile " hello ms park."

" sweetie you need to accept your mate he needs you " " no I am going to accept him but I am not letting him mark me I am not going to be Luna of this pack I only need my pup to be safe from danger" she looks at me disappointed " we need a Luna and my son needs his mate by his side."

I shook my head " no ms. Park you are wrong he has a Luna his girlfriend that I suppose you are aware of"
She looks at me and smiles " no he broke up with her for you " I stare at her and she nods and stands up " he told his dad that he want to protect you and love you and your pup he wants to be there for you and that he is a jerk for every saying that he loves that girl more than you " she left and I was left with thoughts in my head.

Is this true? Should I give him a chance? Did she really mean what she said? I shake my head and I pick up my pup being careful with him I see him open his eyes wide and I smile.

I hear a knock on my door and I see Jay I motion to him to come in for some reason I can still hear his mom voice saying " he loves you " I shake my head again to stop the smile from coming. " hey the nurse said it okay to take him home " I smile and I took it off from him I thought it was going to be difficult but it wasn't.

I change his diapers and clothes and put him on my body and hold him Jay was waiting for me outside and when I was close enough to him he put his hand on my back I tried my hardest not to react to this even though I really wanted to.

We walk all the way until I saw jasmine I look at her in shock and saw Luke I ran being careful and when I was close I hug them " what are you guys doing here why you didn't tell me " they smile " surprise " I open the door and they followed behind me I put Ian in the crib that I keep in the living room.

I sat down and jasmine sat down next to me " so really what are you doing here" " do I have to have reason to come here maybe i  miss my pack" i look at her dead in the eye and she surrender " my mom" that all she had to say. I grab jasmine hand and I drag her to an empty room.

" why does your mom want me to be with him you know it not going to happen he doesn't want me he won't change for me" she shakes her head " you don't know that Nicole okay why don't you try to find out yourself maybe you be surprise"

She left and I threw myself on the bed and roll around until I fell with a loud BAM!

I grunt saying colorful words and walk downstairs I look at the crib to see Ian sleeping and I smile and went to the kitchen to see jasmine and Luke and Jay talking they stop and smile and i smile at them " sooooo mom was wondering if you would let us take your pup to my pack and stay there for a while " I look at him and gave him an are you kidding look hell to the no .

I said in my mind my wolf nene agreeing " no I need my pup here safe and sound " " come on you really think something going to happen to him we will be with him every where if I can't take care of Ian than pj can with the help of mom and dad come on they have been begging to ask you this are you really going to make me sad" I look at them which was a bad idea to because they gave me the puppy look shit.

Me and nene said after a while I couldn't I nod and they jump like a little kids " can I pick his clothes " I nod and jasmine went upstairs and to my room after a while she came back I grab the clean and fresh baby bottles and milk and gave it to them.

I went and hug Ian and gave them my pup I turn my head because if I look I would be in tears so I went back to the living room and did absolutely nothing at all I was so bored that I fell asleep.

Sorry guys I am so busy with homework 📚 I have to regents class that is really hardcore they give me a lot so sorry again