Temptation
•Hoseok's View•
The three younger ones had put on a movie in the living room, which I personally think was needed. After Yoongi's confession and Jeongkook's rejection towards him, everyone needed to be occupied and a movie was a great distraction. Everything was peaceful, besides the little bit of chatter that was formed between me and Jin as we cleaned the kitchen. We had so much catching up to do.
I began to lay the dishes in the washer while Jin gave them a quick scrape before handing them to me. "So Jin, how are you and Namjoon doing?" He mumbled "Oh, we're doing just great." I shook my head, continuing to load the dishwasher. "That doesn't sound very convincing." Jin let out a loud sigh, a frown occurring across his face.
"He proposed to me." I squealed and hugged him with a grin "That's great!" He roughly shoved me off, giving the impression that he was in a bad mood.
"No its not. We had a huge fight and I gave back the ring... I'm living with Yoongi until he fixes things up.." I watched Jin carefully, examining every expression that lurked around him. "Maybe he doesn't need to fix things.."
Jin rolled his eyes as he sent me glares "Right... Take his side." I laid the last plate inside the washer and closed it up as it started to run. "I'm not taking sides... All I'm saying is that maybe you both need to have a serious talk about your future... I think you both owe each other an apology... Namjoon doesn't seem the type to change all of a sudden, and your not the type to start hating on somebody, especially when that person is your fiancé.."
Our conversation was interrupted by Namjoon who said with a serious tone "Jin, may we talk? Please?" Jin grumbled "Yeah sure, another disturbance to my day, my ex fiancé wanting to talk. Lovely." I glared at Jin as he and Namjoon left the kitchen.
I washed my hands and turned around when I got surprised by Yoongi and JiHyun standing in front of me. My facial expressions must have been hilarious because the two that stood before me broke into a fit of laughter.
I pouted, stomped my feet, and crossed my arms. Being startled and getting scared were things that I scorned.
After Yoongi wiped his eyes from laughter, he started to talk, but it was challenging to take him seriously with that devilish grin on his face.
"Did you not hear the door? JiHyun was knocking for almost like, two minutes." I didn't notice anybody at the door, I must've been in a daze. "Sorry JiHyun...Sorry Yoongi...I guess I was too focused on cleaning." Yoongi shrugged with a smile. He grabbed a snack and left me and JiHyun to be all alone.
Great.
The moment that Yoongi left, JiHyun stepped closer to me, repeating the same things he did before. Hands on my waist and our lips an inch apart. Once again, that desperation that flew around inside me had returned. It felt like the house had only me and JiHyun, nobody else.
He leaned down right close to my ear, and whispered "I want you to be mine Hoseok..." That sentence replicated and my head began to weave. I backed up away from him, realizing at the last moment that I backed right up against the counter. JiHyun smirked with his two hands on the counter on either side of me. I looked down, not wanting to make eye contact, yet he made me obey when he said "Lift your head."
The deep voice that he showed off made me appear and feel intimidated. I was eager to run away, scramble off, and hide like the sun behind the clouds, but I couldn't. He had me trapped between his long arms and his body.
JiHyun took one more step closer to me, and that's when I felt like my heart had left my body. The whispering had stopped, but it turned into more of "Quiet talking." He dragged his hand up to my cheek and softly caressed it, which made me want to explode. "Hoseok... What would you do if I were to kiss you right now?"
I gulped "K-Kiss me..?.." He nodded slowly "Well... Um... I don't really-"
It was harmony.
His lips fully compressed with mine, his body up against me, it's everything I ever wanted. His hands rested peacefully on my chest, my fingers ruffled his hair, and our mouths clashed together. Deplorably, it felt wrong. Yes I liked JiHyun, but his brother Jimin was MY brothers best friend. They would be crushed if they found out about me and JiHyun.
When we stopped to take a breath, JiHyun asked "How do you feel?" I buried my face into his chest as my cheeks turned the shade of a rose.
"I feel-" I continued to pant "Amazing... But one thing..."
"What's that Hyung?"
"What exactly are we..?.."
"Hmm... What would you want us to be? Friends with benefits?"
I promptly refused, "No... I want to be yours and I want you to be mine..."
His eyes twinkled when I looked up at him, "Good, I like that. Knowing that I can say 'Hey, Hoseok is my boyfriend' makes me real proud." I sighed of happiness as I snuggled into him "Me too JiHyun..."
•Third person view•
Jin and Namjoon continued to pout and shout.
"That's not my fault that I was busy!"
"And it's not my fault I feel hurt! I'm human too!"
"But you didn't need to push me away!"
"Well, maybe it's because I thought you didn't love me anymore!"
The two froze in place, their hearts disappearing into the fog of confusion and love. Namjoon had set the engagement ring on the table earlier on, and now Jin spotted it. He responded fast and soon had it in his hands, "If I didn't love you, why would I have excepted your proposal in the first place!"
Namjoon shrugged and Jin went over to give it to him, hand in hand.
Tears were now flowing out of each other's eyes. Jin sat on the bed with Namjoon standing in front of him.
"I don't know why the thought of your love disappearing occurred to me.. But it's how I felt.."
"So you tried to ignore me instead of talking about it?" Jin scowled. Namjoon sighed "I was in a bad state... You were always so busy, I guess I felt like you didn't really want to be around me... Or love me.."
Jin bit his lip, trying his very best to block the bucket of tears that were at the edge of escaping.
"Namjoon.... I'd rather be with you instead of working twenty four-seven, but I do it because I want to raise a family that I can support.."
"You want to raise a family...?..."
Jin never answered Namjoon, so the younger went over and sat next to the eldest who was staying silent. Namjoon lifted his hand to wipe the elders tears away, but was pushed away with a swing of Jin's hand. "Don't..."
Namjoon grabbed Jin's hand, who never fought against Namjoon, he only stayed dead still. The younger leaned over, pulling Jin towards him. With a small peck between the two, things seemed to light up. That one kiss admonished them about all the memories that they shared, every image becoming clear as the morning daylight.
After their short moment, Jin was quick to break the gaze and look away. Namjoon smiled as he took Jin's hand in his and held him close as the elder sobbed quietly.
"I'm sorry baby..." said Namjoon gently and Jin shook his head "No... I'm sorry too..." Namjoon pulled Jin up onto his lap who was now blushing brighter than ever. The youngest grinned when he felt the eldest hands rest peacefully on his shoulders. The two wiped away each other's tears and their emotions soon joined as one.
"You have to admit... You've missed all the attention that I would give you.." said Jin. Namjoon chuckled, "Considering all your attention was being put into work, I guess I was feeling jealous." Jin brushed back his lovers hair and very softly kissed him on his forehead.
Namjoon buried his face into Jin's chest. After a quick five minute cuddle, Jin stood up and grabbed the small object from the dresser and smiled at Namjoon who followed behind Jin. When Jin opened his hand to reveal the object, Namjoon rapidly snatched it from Jin and kneeled down again.
"Babe..."
"Namjoon please... I-" Namjoon held up a finger to his own mouth, signalling for Jin to keep silent.
"Jin... Having a family, being married, it's not as easy as we think... We'll definitely come across challenges again but we have to learn how to deal with them better... I love you with every inch of my heart and soul, I would want nothing else than to be your partner and raise a family together... So... I'll ask again... Kim Seokjin... Will you m-"
Namjoon's proposal was accepted willingly by Jin who didn't even let the younger finish as he interrupted him with a smack on the lips.
"Of course Joonie..... I never want us to split again.. Okay?"
"Anything you want babe... Anything you want.."
Once the ring was placed on Jin's finger, the happy couple wrapped their arms around each other. The feeling and presence of one another was comforting to the point where they never wanted to let go again.
Sorry if this chapter isn't as good as others.. It was a rough day today and it was hard to write this... :(
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