-Taehyung's View-

That night, it was me, Hoseok and Jeongkook in Jimin's house. Our house was damaged and Jeongkook didn't want to go home, so Jimin invited us over. We were welcomed with open arms, it felt nice.

Unfortunately, I was incapable of sleeping. My eyes wide open, scanning the room for danger or warnings, eyeballing my surroundings, and glancing over at Jeongkook who smelled of blood and sweat, but was also in a deep deep sleep.

I turned my time to Jimin, my Hyung. Light sleeping like a baby, perfume smell floating off of him, his makeup rubbed into the bedsheets, his smile as he slept in peace.

Our beds were separate, well, besides me and Jeongkook. I felt better sleeping with Jeongkook since Jimin hadn't come up at that time when we decided to sleep together. Hoseok was sleeping downstairs in the living room, he was talking to Jimin but fell asleep. He must've been asleep, he never came up.

I sat up in bed carefully as I didn't want to disturb the younger. I sighed, rubbing my forehead. I needed to stretch my legs, sadly, I couldn't walk perfectly yet. Not in the mood for a wheelchair, so I picked up my crutches, positioning myself in a comfortable walking state, I made my way out through the door and to the bathroom. I Got a glass of water before standing outside in the hallway.

Peeking down the stairs towards the delicious snacks that rested on the marble counter, I pouted. It was unsafe for me to try to go down the stairs, even though I was desperate, I wasn't going to risk it.

I turned and looked up to see a soft smiling pouring down on me.

JiHyun.

"Hey Taehyung, not sleepy?" I shook my head. "Let's go sit in my room and talk for a bit." That was something I couldn't say no too.

He led me into his room and I took my spot in a big, comfy, green chair as he sat across from me on his bed.

"How are you feeling Tae?"
"Tired... But I can't sleep... I'm too scared that... That..."
"Something bad will happen?"
"Yeah."

He wrapped his gentle, long fingers against my shaky hand.

"Me and Jimin are here to protect you, Jeongkook too"
"I'm still so confused as to what happened..."
"Well... Jeongkook saved you from G-ang... Actually known as Jackson. Hoseok then took you to the hospital, he needed a few wound cleanings but luckily you didn't get Injuried"

I tilted my head "What about Yoongi..?..."

The halfway-closed door swung open, me and JiHyun immediately turned our heads. Letting out a sigh of relief, the figure stepped in the room. It was Jeongkook, thankfully.

He had a serious look on his face.

"We don't talk about him, why do you think I went to go get Jimin from him? He's incapable of being trusted anymore."

I sighed folding my arms, tears starting to stream out of my eyes "I want Jin and Yoongi...."

Talking about Jin and Yoongi..

-Namjoons View-

I observed the scene as Jin was scolding Yoongi in the living room. I sighed and left, I wasn't in the mood for hearing more disagreements and yelling.

Entering the bedroom, I closed the door behind me.

Lately I've been down... Far down.

Jin has been so busy with work, home, friends... The loneliness had hit me, And it hit me hard.

Since the feeling crushed me, I've been wondering if this would be like this when me and Jin got married.

Yes, I loved him with all my heart
Yes I wanted to marry him
Yes I wanted to raise a kid
Yes I needed him in my life
And Yes, I do need a lot of attention

I didn't want to give up on him, I would never do that, but ever since we came home, things have been somewhat complicated.

Awhile had passed and I was entertaining myself by looking through my album as a kid, and then mine and Jin's album from when we first started dating all the way to now.

Seeing trips we went on, his sweet kisses, his soft words, his loving hugs...

I missed it all
I missed him
I missed us

I let tears fall onto the photo I held in my hand:

I was so focused on the memory, that I hadn't noticed Jin standing in the bedroom door.

"Namjoon...What are you doing?"
Without delay, I slid the photo back into its rightful spot and shifted the album onto the nightstand. Jin walked over to me, his hands on his hips and that serious Hyung face he always pulls when he knows something's wrong.

I said my first thoughts.

"Where's Yoongi?"
"He left, I made him leave. He needs to do a lot better, he's going to loose everyone."

I mumbled "He's not the only one.."
Jin caught onto my feelings quickly.

"Joonie... NamNam... Why are you being like this?"
"Do I have to tell you everything?"
"If you still want to have a husband, then yes."

Rolling my eyes, I made my way to the door. Disappointingly, I failed to reach the doorknob that led to my escape. Jin recklessly pushed me back, making me bang up against the wall.

"Answer me Namjoon. Now."
I shook my head continuously.

"Is it me..?.."

I didn't say a word, neither did he for a few seconds. Jin's handsome eyes making contact with mine, his hand stroking the side of my cheeks, feeling for my dimples that he always considered cute. Jin was more serene this time when he spoke.

"Namjoon, I'm sorry for hurting you.... I haven't been around much, have I?"
I shrugged, acknowledging that he was finally on the right topic.

"With work, house chores, our friends, Yoongi... I haven't been paying any attention to the one that means the most to me, my fiancé. You. Words won't do much now, I understand.." He went on, wiping away my tears with his thumb.

"I promise that I'll spend more time with you... Ever since we came home, we may have distanced a bit.. But that's not stopping me from marrying you. I want to raise kids with you, I want to travel the world, I want to open my own restaurant and I want you to continue your music career.. I Want to be yours forever.."

Biting my lip, I responded in a low voice. "Jin... I love you.. You know that right?" "Of course I do Namjoon, I know that very very much..."

My smile slowly reappeared, as Jin's gentle plump lips pressed lovingly against mines. Our lips in perfect rhythm, our minds focused on each other, our hearts and souls connected as one....

It was pure harmony.

I'm thinking of doing a mini game when more people are here and Into this book.

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