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Y/n PoV
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I wake up with a pair of strong arm wrapped around me.

I sit up to see prince still asleep next to me.

I wiggle out of his grip and wander into the kitchen putting some toast in the toaster.

When it pops up and cover it in butter and jam and quickly eat it before wandering down the corridor leaving prince by himself.

I originally wanted to go to my room to get changed but then I heard a sniff coming from the direction of Virgil's room.

I stop walking and knock on the door.

"Hey Virgil you Okay?"

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Virgil's PoV
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"Hey Virgil you Okay?"

I hear her say from outside.

I cant reply I physically can't.

I don't know why but seeing everyone together set me off.

I'm in a ball on the floor rocking back and forth trying to compose myself but I can't.

I shaking uncontrollably and I'm struggling to breath.

"Virgil can I come in?"

I wanted to reply with a no but my throat was dry and my mouth just wouldn't form those words.

Maybe it's because of the panic! Attack but there was a small part of me that wanted to let her in.

"Virgil if you don't answer I'm letting myself in."

I know for a fact I locked the door so I still don't reply.

"I'm coming in."

I see the door handle move but the door doesn't.

But all of a sudden I hear a rattle and Y/n walks in re putting a bobby pin into her hair.

"Virgil?"

She said noticing me.

She walked over and sat next to me.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

I croak out trying desperately to calm myself down.

"Hey look at me."

I look over at her my eyes blood shot and started hers enchanting and calm.

She picks up my arm off the floor and holds my hand up to her heart.

"Close your eyes."

I do.

"Now do you feel that?"

I nod.

"Focus of my heart beat match your breathing to it ignore everything else focus on my heart."

I do as I'm told and by breathing evens out.

With her holding my hands so dose the shaking.

And as soon as they calm down so do the tears.

Eventually I open my eyes and look into hers.

"Okay now?"

I nod.

She smiled at me and looked down.

At the same time she looks down her smile fades and she looks a little sad.

I was confused and looked at what she was looking at and then I realised it was the little lines going across my wrist.

"Virge..."

I pull my arm away.

"Don't bother telling me it's all okay and I should stop because you don't understand."

"Virgil yes I do-"

"No you don't!"

She sighed and instead of yelling back she simply pulled up the sleeve of the flannel shirt she must of put on before the Disney marathon revealing matching scars to mine.

"Yes I do."

I was speechless.

She grabbed my hand again but this time she held it to my chest so I could feel my heartbeat.

"That Virgil is a reason to live."

I shook my head.

"No it's not."

I move mine and her hand onto her chest.

"But that is."

She smiled and looked like she was going to cry.

"Do you know one of my reasons."

She brought her hand to my chest feeling my heart beat.

"That."

I put my other and on top of hers.

She put her head on my shoulder and I put mine on hers.

We stayed like that.

Silently crying into each other.

And that was exactly what we needed.

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Well that was emotional. There's a trigger warning in the description so don't attack me coz this is personal to me as well. Btw sorry for not updating. ~ emo (edited)