"I'm not going. Should I say more? I'm not going. I'm not going Haoxuan." In details yibo insists giving Haoxuan his back.

"But we can convince Wei to go with you-

"Fuck you!" With that he turns to look at Haoxuan. "You use that tricky method of yours I don't like it. What kind of a life is this! I don't want to be like a girl who wants to have her prince for shield. And worst of it, only on my times of suffer. That's not how we live? Damnit!! Listen to me, not because you are more older than me, you know me better, do things as you wish, sometimes I don't fucking like it but because you are too good so I go for it. But lemme say it today, don't be so touchy, because I don't like this you! I like that Haoxuan whom we never were close like this. If I'm making you see things hard, Fuck off. I don't care. After all, I'm used to this kind of life. Living alone, having no one by my side. I'm used to fight alone even if I don't make it. So, I didn't chain you, you are free to leave." Pointing at the door.

"You really are despicable."

"Yes I am! So what!?" If bones were to break with a single look. I cant predict his future would be.

"That's enough." The door was pushed open, making Haoxuan turn and yibo to look only to be Haikuan. "Haoxuan..." He neared him. "Something is not right. Let me speak to him."

"It doesn't feel right to hear those wrenching words from him. I'll take my leave." Saying so, not giving a glance at yibo he left.

"I can finally understand that, I can't depend on someone my whole life. I just wanted Haoxuan to do things as him but not be someone's right hand. Because I can feel how Wei felt. He didn't want to be dependant on someone, but fight till the end. It Just happened that I want to be better for him, and it was time to let Haoxuan too, be free from serving me always. He has a life to look upon in the future. But, I just didn't know how to say him, and at last, destroyed his emotion. I keep hurting others, he didn't even come when I followed him there. Even to feel his face from afar would be enough, but I got nothing." Standing up he takes few steps from his brother. And takes something like an envelope. "Help me give this to Haoxuan. Say him I'm sorry. I just hope he'll understand...no brother don't convince me. I'm bad at expressions, and thanks to me I understand myself better." Raising his hand for him to have the envelope.

"Let's go fishing. Remember mom and dad how they made us watch them when they did fishing." Smiling at yibo while he keeps the envelope in his jacket. "Take your time. I'll make us and the kids. Hope he hasn't left." Shaking his head he left yibo alone who only sighed should he cry for not wanting anyone now? Around him? After all he can't cry, maybe because the one to handle his tears safely isn't around. Sitting on the bed, laid on it and closed his eyes. To calm his own self.

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"Haoxuan." Ji yang waves his hands over Haoxuan who is waiting outside. "Did I wait you a lot??"

"No. I just came. Lunch?"

"Mm. But...are you okay. Since yesterday I called you. You seemed off."

"I'm fine. We can talk on our way, let's go..you need to eat."

"Okay." Saying so, they left for lunch. Obviously, KFC, Ji yang will eat no where apart from that place.

Mins later.....

"Thank you..glad I'm full. And obviously I don't think I can walk." Blotting his cheeks breathing out carbon dioxide. "Anything wrong at home?"

"It's about yibo..he has been moody these past weeks. You know they aren't on good terms with Wei. They boy left like that. And yibo is hard to understand. It was just simple that he didn't want to trouble me a lot by guiding him and things like that, but saying words like those, I just felt hurt. It just didn't feel right? So what? If I know him better? There is no big deal if we treat each other like brother than family friends as he regarded. His use of words aren't good. I don't blame him. He isn't good at expressing himself as the way we want. But this awkwardness between us I don't want it. He wrote the short letter I can say *chuckles* his roaming of words were to tiresome for me lazy reader but they just made me happy because he tried to make me understand what he referred to."

"Good that you don't detest him. Because you know him better. Perfectly like he said." Smiles Ji yang. "Now cheer. And about Wei gē, he didn't get to visit his office, two weeks now. Think he might be facing some problems on it." Reasons he.

"You think so?"

"Yeah." Nodding in assurance.

"Then I'll have to talk to yibo. And I'm sure he is waiting eagerly for me. I know him." Smiling at himself.

"Haoxuan. I mic you so much." Stroking Haoxuan's arm.

"Hey kid. We go home. This isn't the right place. And where will we do?" If Ji yang says he misses him then it means both, and sex too🙊🙈

"You choose."

"Bathroom. Behind, Infront?" Asks again Haoxuan.

"Both." Liking his lips seductively.

"I want to see you how shaky you are when I penetrate you." Haoxuan nears his ear breathing softly. "And you have to show me all what you have." Kissing his ear teasingly.

"You'll see everything you want. Now let's go, I can't hold more from sucking you off." Pretending to be drowsy. Without a word, Haoxuan pulled him by hand and they left. 

Three weeks have pass, Wei went back with working but things didn't get better but at least he earn some per day. Cheng had once talked him out he ended up speaking alone from the beginning to end. Let alone his mother who kept telling him he'll lose yibo but he said nothing. And now he stood long enough starring at his house which looked like he neglected it longer enough.

"Home sweet home." His face sweating, of course it's an early after, the sun s strong.

"Why don't we make it home bitter home." Came the voice from behind him. "Xiao Wei?" There is crystal facing his back.

"Oh! It's you."

"Yeah it's me bitch!!!" Suddenly she's creams. "Why are you still with him?? You Left but why are you ghostly lingering around? Can't you give space? I want him Fuck you!! So leave him for me!"

"First with this sun! I can't predict how you'll leave with your will be ugly face. Second,I'm happy that even without my presence, still there is no chance for you. That's good." Smiling mockingly. "After all..was here to fetch some of my clothes. I'll be going back home. We will be leaving somewhere to calm our minds from rubbish things that clog it." Turning he takes his way inside the small gate towards the stairs to rooftop where his room is.

"I promise to break your legs. Guys! Give him what he deserves." Speaks she and three men just appeared with some golf sticks, bats only for Wei.

Horror caught him. Because he knows nothing about fighting. He is on the stairs. What if they beat him again? Making him fall from where he is rolling down to meet with the ground? Thus he climbed fast. Having trouble in opening his door, he managed with his trembling hands and closed behind, pushed the table over the door. Then took his phone put trying to dial someone.

He is trembling badly. Not knowing whom he should call, only his eyes caught the number saved with many hearts. And just like that his room door got scraped from outside.

"Kick it and finish that bitch!!" He could hear the golddigger outside speaking ass, picking his phone from the floor with a very sinful crack on top of it

"Why did it not break that time?" Wonders he, as hurriedly calls. His heart.

Being busy with his files, it was a miracle that his phone showed the name he always dreamt. But this sudden fear made him not want to answer it. Thinking more, the buzzing stopped. Then it rung again, then stopped. Then a message showed up. Followed by another buzzing. Fear rose after yibo red the message. Hurriedly he answered it.

"She is here. Crystal. And soon they'll destroy my door which I can't guarantee, ah!" Of course yibo too heard the banging sound. Not mention even he too became startled frowning a bit his empty arm reached for a bottle and soon he was swallowing two pills with water.

"Wait for me. You can do that. Right?"

"I believe in you." Smiling thinking yibo can see it, the call got disconnected. Running upstairs where his bed is, he dialed also cheng's number. Friend of benefit.

Thanks.....