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Taehyung's pov

I wiped my tears away once again. Why won't my tears stop coming. I rubbed my eyes to make it stop. But of course it didn't work.

This isn't the time to be crying. I shouldn't be thinking about grandpa and Junghyun. I'm not lonely! I'm not sad! I'm not lonely-! I don't want this kind of Christmas.

I flinched a little by someone wrapping their arm around my waist. "Why are you crying?"

I looked up at him. "..Young master, why are you here? What about the party?" I asked. He stared at me with an expressionless face. "Hey answer, why are you crying?" He asked again. He held my hand tightly.

"Why are you crying by yourself in this cold place?" He leaned closer to me. My face started to heat up by the closeness. "A-Ah um..I have to wash all of this. But the water is cold, so it isn't really going well.."

I broke the eye contact and looked back at the dirty dishes. "..And I can hear everyone having fun at the party..I got a little lonely.." We both stayed quiet for awhile.

"I'm sorry, I'll finish up soon. Please return to the party Young master."

He ignored me and took off his jacket. "I'll help." He said while rolling up his sleeves. "Y-You can't! I can't have you help me."

"We'll finish faster if there's two of us." He said with a smile. "Besides, if a kid is crying in a cold place on Christmas Eve, I can't just ignore it, right?"

This feeling. I'm so giddy that I can't calm down. Why does this person always tease me, but also act this kind to me. Why does he come to me?

I'll become conscious of him.

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Young master pulled me closer to his chest. I knew his room had a bathroom, but I didn't expect us to get in the bathtub together...!

"..Is it okay to leave the party? What about the guest?" I asked while trying not to think of his thing touching my back. "It's fine. Don't worry about it. I'm not good with flashy things, I think it's a pain. Parties are mainly Jimin's thing anyways."

He laid his chin on my shoulder. "Why are you so kind to me?" I asked while looking away. "I told you before didn't I? I can't just ignore an adorable pitiable kid on Christmas Eve."

"Adorable?" I said lowly. He turned my face towards him. "You're adorable Taehyung." He leaned closer and kissed me softly. I immediately responded to the kiss. He held my nape to deepen the kiss.

I soon pulled away. "Why do you kiss me?.." He smiled and rested his cheek on his hand. "Because you're adorable"

He moved his hands to my chest and started playing with my nipples. I let out a small yelp by the feeling.
"Y-Young master-" I held the back of his neck to support my body to stay up.

"You feel good here right?" He said with that smile of his again. "Your nipples are this hard already." He chuckled.

When this person is quiet, he's really cool. So why does he become so focused on perverted things?!

"Looks like you got hard." He moved his hand to my private area. I blushed by the feeling of his fingers traveling all over my body. Why do I even respond when he's touching me.

"Taehyung, stand up and put your hands on the tub." He said. I hesitated, but did as he said. "Good boy." I felt embarrassed. I can feel his eyes looking at me.

"This is nice. This docile obedience, and your embarrassed expression." He started to rub my hole with his finger. I tensed up a little by the feeling.

"Even so, you want to feel good." He leaned next to my ear and kissed my earlobe. "My maid is adorable today." He chuckled and pushed two fingers in me. I moaned by the sudden action.

I moaned loudly by the hard thrust. "Does it feel good Taehyung?" He said and kissed my neck. He pulled out and slowly pushed back in. My body twitched by the pleasure.

He kissed my earlobe and started pounding into me. I moaned loudly at every thrust. Even though I didn't want it, even though it hurt, it still feels so good. I'm starting to become strange.

I'm sure that I've become a girl for this person.

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"Since today is Christmas, shall we sleep together?" He asked while patting the empty space next to him on the bed. I looked away from his eyes and immediately blushed. "At this point..is it okay for me to stay even though it's Christmas?"

He pulled me onto the bed and hovered above me. I felt my heart pumping fast. "What about your lover?" I asked. "Is it wrong to sleep together with somebody other than a lover on Christmas?" He replied.

I looked away once again. "That's not what I mean.." He leaned closer to me and smiled. "Then, it's fine if you become my lover right?" Wait what? What is he even saying? "It's a good idea right?"

I didn't reply. I was too nervous to even say something. "Well then, it's time for good boys to sleep." He laid next to me and pulled me close to his chest. "Goodnight Taehyung"

I have no idea what Young master is thinking. He treats me like a toy, and he's kind. Is it all just a game? Is he manipulating me?

By the way, if he sticks this close to me, I'll be too nervous to sleep. Come to think of it, why am I so nervous.

"A teddy bear?" I said to myself. I picked up the stuff animal and read the card. From Santa. Who is this from? Young master Jimin? Anyway, a teddy bear, it's like I'm treated like a kid.

I looked out the window and saw Young master talking to the head maid. Come to think of it. I mostly only talk to him. Could it be that this bear was from Young master?

My heart started pounding fast by the thought of him. He really is unfair. I hugged the bear close to me.

..I think I like young master.