Hi there! so i couldnt think of a good enough character for Alex so i made one!😄 you'll meet him soon😏 alsoooo this beggining isint very good sorry T-T

Hamiltons POV:

Help me..

thats all i want to say

thats all i need to say

and yet its the only thing i cant seem to pass my lips.

I want to scream out, to plead and beg, to escape this nightmare of a life i live...

i want to right? im not sure.... i love him right? or was it just another regret from the loneliness of my past?

i needed help from my freinds when i met him.

i wanted to leave when he first acted up

i threatened to get help when he first struck me

but no.

i choose to stay with him.....why?

he's the one ruining me, or am i blaming it on someone who loves me?

and if i do leave him who would i turn to? my greif? my guilt? my pain?

these thoughts swirl in my head, begging me to leave, screaming at me to stay. who do i listen too? i dont know but i do know the sun is rising, gleaming from my window, shining down on Stephen and I, highlighting his beautiful blond curls and light skin. I look back out the window to see the oarnge and yellow sky turning to a baby blue cueing me to get out of bed and make breakfast for Stephen, he dosent like it when im lazy.

i carefully untangle myself from him, freezing when he stirrs but relax as he grabs onto a pillow instead, I tiptoe out of the room and gently shut the door.

i slowly make my way to our small kitchen in our apartment on campus, i pull one of the only pans that we hadnt packed before placing it on the stove burner and go to our fridge, seeing we only had a cartradge of eggs and a few cans of beers i pull out two eggs and place them carefully on the counter, after pulling out seasonings and oil from small moving boxes i finish up the food and plate it on a plain white plate, placing the dish of scrambled eggs on the small table, i go to clean up so i can repack it all.

why all the boxes? we had just finished highschool and where going to our college dorm today. its Kings university the one i know my ''freinds'' are attending as well ya know sometimes i miss them.

Hercules, Lafayette and John. i let out a quite sigh I really miss them actually, we where best friends but they stopped talking to me, makes since honestly I was probably too annoying but then I found Stephen! He loves me, he's the only one who loves me and I wi-

"HEY!" The familiar voice shouted, I whipped around to face them only to get slapped across the face it echos around the empty room with boxes before he lowers his hand "you know what we say about dosing off. Yet you still go off in f****** Lala land completely ignorant." He begins with bitterness before faking a sing song-y like voice

"s-sorry I was thinking about how e-excited I was for c-college!" I smile brightly at him, I know he wants a perfect relationship with a bright cheery person and that's who he's trying to make me, a better. Person.

''hmm'' he scowls but still sits and returns to the eggs ''i still dont approve of us going to the same college as those idiots you used to know. but id do anything for you, you know that right?'' he hums and looks at me with that heart melting smile, unlike his other sicking cruel smirk. ''yeah....'' i smile back and finish cleaning up before taking his now empty plate and putting it in the sink for me to wash later.

woow that was terrible....okay! but still, please always be giving me suggestions on the plot! also tips are accepted! k please keep reading.....plz