Victor pov....

I was hanging out with my beautiful sexy lover. God he's so beautiful.

" Victor how many people have you killed? " ask yuri. I stunned by the question really. Why would yuri ask something like that? Eh maybe he's curious?

" well I killed since I was 7 years old and I kill about three to two people a day so around 20,000 people." I said with a shrug. I tried to act like it didn't matter but it did matter I'm always scared that yuri will leave me because I'm a killer. I'm afaid and waiting for him to be frighten or disgusted that I'm a killer like how yokov and yuuri and Chris is. So I'm waiting, I'm waiting for him to scream, I'm waiting for him to yell. But instead of waiting for fear and disgust , I hear laughter coming out of yuri.

" w-why are you laughing?" I ask. He should be screaming and crying and yelling!?

" hehehe because you act so aloof about it ,you know...hehhe that's really funny vitya." He said while giggling. I smile. That cute nickname he gave me. It came out of no where, not to mention he's laughing which means he's not afaid of me. And I'm really happy for that.

Should I tell him about his mom? Should I tell him , I killed her. I mean some how he's going to find out and I don't want him to find out on his own.

" yuri I I'm I need to tell you something." I said while looking at my love. I'm ashamed I killed one  person that he loved the most in his life. I was just mad and jealous. Mad because she ruined our date and jealous because yuri loves some one else but me, I mean I wouldn't be jealous  if yuri and I adopted a child but that's different. I would of been ok with yuri loving Yurio but in a farther son sort of way not in a lover way. So I get upset if I find out yuri loves some one even a dog!! I got mad at Makkachan a couple of times because he was cuddling with yuri. But only a few time sometimes I'm ok with it.

" yes what do you need to tell me" he ask in a innocent way. God he's so cute. But he's going to leave me!! He's going to get mad!! I'm gonna be alone again!! I never fallen in love before!! I never really loved anybody romantically!! I only loved yuri, and yuri is the only person I will ever be in love  with!!

" I um well uh ....I killed your mother." I whispered, looking at the ground ashamed. How could I. I killed the woman that raised yuri!! I killed our future children grandma!! How could I!! Now .....yuri will hate me and I'll never adopt kids with yuri!!

" wha?" Said yuri.

" I'm so sorry yuri!! Now your leave me but I love you!! I love you so much!! You can kill me and hurt me a thousand times over and over!! I'll let you do it!! I derseve it!! Just please don't leave me!! Please yuri!! I never loved anybody before!! I only loved you!! Everyone I love never loved me back!  They betrayed me and lied and hurt me!! Or felt disgusted or scared!! Your the only who's allowed to hurt me!! Please don't leave !! I'll do anything yuri!! Please!!" I yelled. I grab him, not letting go. Afaid he might leave. A few tears hit my cheeks. Please don't leave yuri I love you!! I love you so much! It hurts!! Don't leave or the pain will get worse!! The pain will only go away if your with me!!

" Victor...no matter what you do or who you kill, I will always love you. Yeah at first I was shock but that doesn't matter Victor. Your just broken but I don't want to fix you because being broken is beautiful and that's what you are, your beautiful. I love you Victor because your broken and because your different. So no Victor I won't leave you, never ever." He said as he smiles at me. I'm happy!  So very happy that yuri loves me!! I love you too yuri!! I kiss all over his face while he giggles. He holding me while doing so. I love this, I love being in yuri arms. I want to stay here forever. I feel happy and loved and that all I ever want too feel.

We stopped once we heard the door knocking.

I got up from yuri, and walk towards the door.

I open it and my blood ran cold.

" Victor your under arrest for murder and kidnapping."