this story might be long
"hwang inyeop"
I see that name and I start remembering what happened few years back
I still feel bad for what i did and i guess will never forgive myself never ever
but the thing he is changed himself alot in these years
I start crying as i remember what happened
Flashback:
2 years ago:
hwang inyeop: "y/n I feel like I'm falling in love with someone in my class"
y/n:"omo whose that?"
hwang inyeop: Ah I can't tell you the name but i feel like she would reject me of how i look
y/n: omg you haven't even done that and you have started assuming things, think positive I hope she will accept it after all who would reject this handsome face. I'm jealous who's that girl?"
hwang inyeop: " IT'S YOU"
y/n: "cmon  stop joking around"
hwang inyeop: " I'm serious look into my eyes, i really love you since childhood"
y/n: ok tbh I have also started developing feelings for you since childhood but i didn't had the courage to do that
*THEY STARTED DATING HAPPILY WHEN THEY THOUGHT TO TELL THEIR PARENTS ABOUT THAT*
y/n: "cmon seojunie"
[ seojunie is hwang in yeop nickname]
hwang inyeop: "y/n are you sure that we should tell my parents"
y/n: "yes  let's take them on a ride, and I'll drive the car "
hwang inyeop: " baby you are just 16 you can't drive the car do you want us to die?"
y/n: "I  understand but please just for one time I'll not speed the car okay?"
hwang inyeop: " no means no"
y/n: "please  baby just for one time i beg you"
*hwang inyeop kept insisting her not to drive the car as she was underage but little did y/n know that she would make such a big mistake*
[IN THE CAR ]
y/n: we had good talk with my boyfriend's parents they were really sweet we kept talking in the car
hwang inyeop: "I was looking at y/n seeing her happy face made me happy too"
y/n: "it's silent here can we just rush to your house in speed"
hwang inyeop: " no baby it's okay just be slow it's okay"
y/n: "okay just for one time"
after that y/n sped the car in speed as fast as she could and in that speed she hit that big car
A big accident happened she tried to control the speed but she couldn't it must be the brake fail problem
she tried her best to control the speed
she lost the control and caused the accident
Hwang inyeop father died in the accident
hwang inyeop, his mother and y/n were taken to hospital as fast as possible but his father died on the spot
[ The day they all woke up ]
hwang inyeop opened his eyes and suddenly started shouting
" father father where are you" he said
he started screaming and throwed all the stuff that was beside him
the doctor came to him and all nurses to control him
after controlling him for few minutes he started to calm but was still crying
Doctor: "look! I'm sorry for your loss but your father died on the spot"
hwang inyeop: " no he's alive, he's alive please he is alive just tell me why is it so hard? why it has to be me always? my father is not dead please"
Doctor: " I'm sorry"
hwang inyeop: " your sorry wouldn't do anything"
With that doctor left the room
*hwang inyeop remembered that y/n his girlfriend was driving the car in speed when he stopped her several times but she being stubborn did that*
y/n: "I opened my eyes and to my surprise i was in the hospital my head was paining so bad"
I quickly asked the nurse where is hwang inyeop
I quickly opened the gate of his room
and saw him crying very bad? but why's that?
I quickly went to him and started back hugging him
when he turned around and saw my face, I saw his crying face for the first time, he has never been like that
[ he quickly holded y/n and made her face turned around and started choking her head making her unable to breath..]
hwang inyeop: " why did you killed my father? it was your plan am i right?"
y/n was still silent and trying her best to scream and she was about to die but he tossed her to his bed
hwang inyeop: " tell me why did you do that when i insisted you so much? he was my everything but you. Yes you y/n you had to kill my father"
y/n: "look baby I'm really sorry for what happened and it wasn't not my intention, i tried to stop the car but the brake already stopped working"
hwang inyeop: " first of all stop with that baby, I'm not your baby anymore. You killed my father, your sorry wouldn't bring my father back get lost "
y/n: I'm really sorry"
hwang inyeop: " get lost don't show me your face anymore I'm done with you let's break up"
I hear that words it just breaks my heart I started crying but he didn't even care, yeah he shouldn't care about me after all it's my biggest fault
I would never forgive myself for what i did, i saw his crying face for the last time
"and left that place with tears"
*flasback ended*