My love esteem - too far


CHAPTER 6 :- We just drifted apart
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Not everyone remembers you, not everyone forgets you ,
You might think sometime, that this person I met, what he/she would be thinking about me?
Am I even on their mind?
Hard to know right?
Well that's how this saga begins...
Well calling this a saga is too much right?
It's not an action animation or something.
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"Hey how was college?"
"Yeah Dav it was exhausting as ever"
"Not worth it obviously"
"Hey it doesn't mean that it was not worth it"
"Bro, man you literally studied your ass out into this famous and so called best college, just for what?!"
"If I score good here, I'll be fucking rich"
"Or you will start to look so old that you may become a witch"
"Man Dav no one ever understands your joke ever"
"How could you not get this one?"
"Ughh whatever"
"So are we going to that club today?'
"Don't you have classes too?"
"I do but I'll manage it, and you promised me"
"Okay okay meet me at 8?"
"Yeah sure, don't start jerking off your own meat"
"Tf bro, stop saying these things everyone will think you are gay"
"Umm yeah whatever"
"That day too, you asked for my jacket"
"So what"
"There were two chicks that were wearing crop top and you wore a high neck still I had to give it to you"
"Bro, it's no harm to share a jacket to your bro4life bitch"
"Okay okay why are you talking in italic"
"Get the emotions Zachy"
"Meet me at 8? Will ya?"
"Sure"

"Hey Zach are you free today?" My classmate Stacy asked
"Umm no"
"Okay but with whom were you talking with?"
"Umm my friend David,"
"What about" she asked with inoccense
"Something very important"
"Was it really important?"
"Yeah"
"Umm okay so are you free this sat?"
"Yeah I am free at weekend"
"Wanna hangout?"
"Sure why not, text me the adress I will be there"
"Oh okay but probably my parents would be present" she started blushing
"Man I meant the place where we are going to hang"
"I mean hangout"
She laughed
"Zach you are kinda stupid"
"Stupid bad stupid good?
"Both?"
"Yeah meet me at sat we'll decide the place here at college"
"Okay sure"
Yeah, life is been pretty good these three years were exhausting but it turned out to be good, I am not happy but I am not sad either.
David and I hung out mostly at clubs, trying to pull some moves on chicks,(how the fuck David is so good at it) (jealousy bitch)
Anyway I managed to cope up with him.
Meanwhile David got into a relationship with someone that I still think he shouldn't be with and I was right he broke up within a month
When he was crying in front of me for her, I was controlling my laugh seeing David the known 'Keep it easy type of guy'
"Bro you okay?"
"No am not"
"Why?"
"Whenever I cut her mid convo, she starts to yell and blame me for everything"
"She makes you cry?"
"She makes me cry so much man"
Look I know I should have calmed him but you know being an asshole I just said one thing
"You sure she isn't a onion?"
"What do you mean"
"You cut her then you cry"
"Bro!!!"
Ofcourse he got mad at me and I had to treat him with his favourite roll.
He is one of the money saving guy, but still has more expensive things than me...
Saturday:-
"Hey did you decide?" Stacy asked
"Uh I thought you were going to decide"
"Oh really I thought we were gonna decide"
"Then why the...why did you..." I let out a sigh and tried to calm my mind
"Okay chill let's decide"
"Well do you like strawberry or chocolate?"
"Umm choclate why"
"Nice choice ma'am" I tried flirting with her, but this dumb girl didn't even understand
"Why did you ask this?
"Leave it"
"Let's go to margarita's restaurant today"
"Yeah she would be free too"
"It's named as a restaurant but it is nothing more than hang out types yard"
"Yeah not to mention she literally put all the chairs between the tress "
"Atleast it has good food"
"Yeah"
"So you down?"
"100 percent bi-" i stopped mid sentence, it was the dialogue from my  fav game series re4
"My nickname is B?"
"Ughh"
"Wait wait, Mr.B, that sounds kinda Fbi agent right? And as I am a female, I'll take Mrs.B"
Suddenly all the flashbacks started to flood inside my mind, and boom I already got drifted away
"Zach"
"Zach"
"Hey Zach you alive" she shaked me a little
"Oh yeah yeah am alive "
"So should we go at 8?"
"Go?! Go where?"
"Margarita's restaurant"
"Oh yeah yeah margarita's let's go"
"You okay?"
"Yeah yeah sure"
We reached maragarita at 9 and we were having a good time, Stacy was busy seeing the menu I was just observing the habitat of this place, after we got done with eating and talking we reached a elevated abondoned car wash terrace, Stacy stood there glaring at every night light she could and then looked back at me with half interest and said
"Do you ever think of it?"
"Think of?"
"Jumping off the ledge"
"Yeah I do, as being a human"
"That sounded more as robotic answer rather than honest emotion"
"Well that was my honest emotion, there are ways in which people express their emotions"
"Tell me Zach are you so afraid to show your emotions even tho we are just on a casual hang out?"
"Well ...." I couldnt say anything after that I got stressed.
"Hey hey chill I was just teasing you"
"Oh yeah"
"Let's go back"
"Um hey Stacy why do you think of jumping off the ledge?"
"Well let me give you an asshole answer"
"As human everyone thinks of it"
"That really is an asshole answer"
"See"
"Well I think of overdosing sometimes rather than jumping off the ledge"
"Overdosing sleeping pills?"
"Yeah I think it's the most peaceful way to die"
"Seen anything before like that?"
"No have you?"
"Yeah I have seen one person taking sleeping pills but not overdosing it"
"Oh I think if I do that someday it will be quiet and peaceful"
"Or morbid"

Sat night:-

"So Zachy... How was your college date?"
It was more like a suicidal talk rather than a date I wanted to say but didn't
"It was good"
"Good? Did you get to the first base?"
"No!"
"Second?"
"Fuck you"
"Thirddd?!"
"Shut up"

Tuesday:-
"Hey Zach I needed to ask you something "
"Sup Dav"
"Look can I live with you?"
"What!?"
"Yeah my parents think I should learn to do things on my own"
"And they told you to live with me?"
"No they said to live alone but I guess I won't survive "
"Ofcourse you wouldn't, you are your mom's dog" i said giggling
"Shutup"
"Yeah sure man you can live with me, but you gotta do help me with the chores"
"Ofcourse, you know what they say about me?"
"DAV got dumped?"
"No!"
"I have a way with the things"
"Yeah sure man"
Since Dav started living with me, my days were fun, he was annoying but had a great impact on me. Of course he would say some things that were evil, like making two chicks fall for you at the same time like that's completely evil i mean how can you take both the peices leave some for me too..

DAV took care of my apartment when I had classes and when he had classes he would leave the keys in one of my shoe, life was going on track but suddenly I saw a certain someone in Subway while I was travelling from my classes to home.
A thin frame, a wolf cut a fair complexion and there she was again in my life.


TO BE CONTINUED
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