"Hey, wanna go shopping?" I asked Connor.

"Can't," he said yelling from the bathroom.

"Why not?"

"Because I'm hanging out with my boyfriend -- ahhh...I mean Lu--," he said coming out of the bathroom dressed.

"OH MY GOSH! Did you just?! Ahh! Holy fûcking SHÏT! YASSS!" I jumped on him. "LONNOR IS FUCKING OFFICIAL!"

"Yeah," he said putting me down and laughing at me.

"Since when?" I asked.

"Last week on Friday, we went on a date and he asked me out and I said yeah."

"Ah! When can I meet him? I'm a proud mom. I'm full of happiness!"

"What's happiness?"

"Happiness is a noun, the state of being happy. Example: "she struggled to find happiness in her life."

"Um...is that the Google definition?"

"Yeah!" I said and went to my closet and started picking out an outfit.

"Ho- Wh- Ca-?" He stuttered.

"It's a gift," I said laughing and taking me and my outfit to the bathroom.

"Well I he's coming to pick me up in sixteen minutes so I'm gonna head outside and wait for him, is that fine? And thanks for telling me what's happiness? Wait...never mind I get it now. I was just confused and now I'm rambling, please stop me --."

"-- you have been stopped," I said coming out of the bathroom and modeling my outfit for Connor. "What do you think?"

"I like it. Can I wear it sometime?" He asked.

"Sure," I said.

"Where are you going? With whom are you going? And to where are thee going?"

"Alright, granpa! I get it, and a guy --,"

"Kenzie!"

"He's really sweet I promise! He's seventeen, he goes to this school, he's nice, he had a little sister who is seven and I've babysitted her before. Plus, he's really sweet and helps out with charities!"

"What kind of charities?"

"Canc-,"

"The 'Kenzie needs a guy to fûck charity?'"

I could feel tears coming out of my fave. How could he say something like that. I haven't dated a guy in two months and I haven't had a crush in four months besides my last boyfriend, who I really liked, but he apparently was cheating on me with thirteen different girls who would have sex with him, but I wouldn't have sex with him. So he went out shopping for some whores. I ran into the bathroom and started crying. How could he say that about me? Was I really like that? The 'Kenzie needs a guy to fûck?" Am I really like that? I thought I changed, but I guess when you're something no one excepts you to be somebody or something else. You always have to be that thing or person, because no one like change and can't except the fact. I'm happy that I've changed. I've found happiness in my self. What's happiness?

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Her outfits on the media (even thought it's not use because she blows off her guy, but don't worry he will return in four chapters)! This book only has nineteen+ chapters left! I will probably finish five today (and publish them, no worries)!

And then I'll publish five more tomorrow (in the afternoon (( on Saturday February thirteen (((eastern time zone))))). and then I'll post ten at night! And then that'll be the end! Just wanted to update! Bye, Guys! - jenn