Have you ever sat down and just thought about how you don't want to be here anymore? I mean, a lot of people have, right? What I mean is, have you ever thought about ending your life everyday for a prolonged period of time? Perhaps a year? Or 7?

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I have suffered with this exact problem since I was 11 years old, although, it didn't start as a daily thing, it was more of a gradual increase for me.

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I could be in a convenience store, at school or anywhere else in the world for a matter of fact and I would be struggling to not breakdown into tears, not being able to stop thinking about all of the shit that has happened to me throughout my short life. But, in all honesty, at age 18,

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all i want is to be able to feel the sadness again.

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