running though the years, i feel as if im falling, but see as my feet are still on the ground, i keep on running not a second i think of the past on the future, i think what will happen to me if i stop, what will happen to me if i keep running so,

i cry, hoping and wishing longing for someone with open arms will wrap me  in a warm in embrace, but i still run, screaming and yelling my mind, echos the words of death, and depression, melancholy sweeps me up and drown me in my our tears, im screaming and kicking trying to get to the surface but there no light, im surrounded by darkness, im lost in my own thoughts someone save for i can see the light no longer then 

i wake up and im at home, 
a nightmare, .... just a dream

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