Ch.50||What If||

•°•Katelyn's POV•°•

I stared up at the ceiling with a blank face while Travis paced across the room.

"Oh my Irene...this isn't reality. Everything that happened yesterday was a dream, right?" He asked with a panicked look. I shook my head in shame. "This is bad...really bad. We're sophomores in high school and we've already lost our virg—" He began.

"C-Can we just pretend that none of that ever happened and just hope that I'm not...pregnant?" I asked.

"Y-Yeah, I agree. That would be bad..." He paused. "I mean, that would be a good thing. But it wasn't intentional and we are still in school. But if we were adults, I guess this would be okay but now it's not..."

"Yeah but...what if I am pregnant? Then what?" I asked.

"I-I guess we'll have to be teen parents then?" Travis said. We blushed.

"Hey, Travis?" I asked.

"Yeah?"

"I...I kinda wish I remembered everything that happened last night..." I looked down and blushed hard.

"W-Well, w-we were drunk, there was nothing we could do."  He said. "I mean, we can do again, if ya want~"

I blushed harder.

"Gah! N-No! I mean, not now! I mean, j-just leave me alone!" I looked down and hid my face with my knees.

"Heh, you're adorable, blueberry. But serious, um...if you are pregnant, then just tell your dad that you're just gaining wait or something...I don't really wanna die young." He said.

"Oh, y-yeah. I'll do that. But it won't last long...and I'll probably be grounded for a while. But oh well. Can't really do anything about it."

"Well, I'll leave you alone..." Travis said as he began to walk away.

"W-Wait." he turned around. "Um, never mind. Sorry..." he walked away.

"This is hopeless..." I whispered.

Okay! I need to get my mind of things!

Okay, so. I need to talk to Aphmau.

She was in the bathroom so I knocked on the door.

"Aph? It's me, Katelyn. Wanna talk?" I asked

"N-No thanks! I-I kinda wanna be alone in here for a while..." She answered from the other side of the door.

Well, I guess I understand. The same thing kinda happened to her too...

"Okay, bye~..." I sang. Aphmau loves Frozen so I thought I'd make a reference for cheer her up. It didn't work though...

I sighed and walked away.

Okay, well...what now? I can't talk to Aphmau, I can't even face Travis. I don't know what to do at this point. I could be pregnant without me even knowing.

Whatever, I should just ignore that and find something to do!

I got a call from my dad.

Crap, what does he want!?

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hey, sugarpea! I wanted to catch up with you a bit. We haven't talked since the day I got here." He replied.

"Oh, okay then." I said.

"I've been hanging out with Aphmau's mom, Savanna (Yeah it's Savanna but I sounded like 'Silvanna'), a lot recently. She's the best! What's even better is that she's single!" He said.

"Oh, cool?" I said.

I guess this is a good thing...I mean, I've only had a dad for a while now. Maybe Savanna can be my new mom.

Wait, then I'd be related to Aphmau! Awesome!

"Yeah! It's kinda funny because whenever she sees a baby on the island, she runs up to it and hugs it! And then we started talking about what if we could get grand babies!" He said.

I facepalmed and blushed.

"Dad!" I yelled

"What? You and Aphmau both have boyfriends! So getting grand babies from you could be a possibility!"

....

My face was as red as as a tomato.

"Well, let's just wait and see what to future holds..." I said quietly.

"Heh, well I'll leave you alone. T.t.y.l, sista~!" He hung up and I groaned in embarrassment.

"Why is my dad so embarrassing!?" I asked aloud.

I decided to walk over to my now clean room. I sat down on my bed and sighed. I hugged me legs.

"I don't know what to do..." I spoke quietly.

Travis most likely got me pregnant. So that means I'll be having a child in nine months. At sixteen! And I don't even know if my dad will even be happy or mad at me and Travis!

*Sigh* I should be happy. I mean, this means I'll be in my kid's life longer...unless something happens to it.

<Play soundtrack>

No! I can't worry about that until I'm certain that a baby is inside me right now!

But...you never know if something might happen to the baby. What if one of mine or Travis's relatives had a disease of some kind and if was passed down to the baby!? What if I have more than one kid!? What if...

What if I have to abandon it?

That's a silly thought. No. That wont happen. But...you never know...

Ugh, stop! That wont happen! Stop thinking about this!

But there is still one thought I have left...

What if Travis leaves me to care for it alone? He probably won't love me anymore...and...

Ugh! Stop crying! This is such a stupid reason to be crying! I don't even know if I'm pregnant yet!

I need to calm down and think of something else.

But it's the only thing in my mind.

It's not fair! Everything in my life is horrible! The only thing good about it is Travis! But— wait, he's the reason all these disasters happen! If I wasn't dating him, my life would be better! I wouldn't have to go through all this horror!

I'm sick of this life. I need a new one. There is no reason for me to stay here and suffer even more.

I got up off of my bed and ran out of my room and climbed to the roof. But I wasn't the only one there. Laurance and Travis were talking, it looked like. I hid behind them and eavesdropped on their conversation.

"I don't know, man." Travis said with a sigh. He looked down.

"What do you mean?" Laurance asked him.

"Well, I feel like Katelyn is...mad at me. I mean, she might be pregnant and it's all my fault. And I can't do anything about it." He said quietly.

"Hey, it wasn't your fault. You were drunk! When you're drunk, your mind goes insane and you do things that you never mean to do. But we probably shouldn't have illegally gotten drunk..." Laurance said.

"You're right. But...ugh, I just realized that Katelyn goes through so many horrible times and it's all my fault. Back in O'khasis, she was bullied by those girls because of me, Lucinda hates her because of me, she almost committed suicide because of me, it would be better if we never met..." Travis looked down and sighed.

"Don't think that! Katelyn loves you, and you know it. She may go through these things because of your relationship but she goes through more good things. Think about it. Also, if you weren't in her life, she would be way more miserable! You too! You were meant to be together. Who even cares if she's pregnant or not! Isn't having a kid a good thing?" Laurance said.

"I guess you're right...ugh, how could I even think this!? I love Katelyn more than any other human being in the world. Without her in my life, I don't know where I'd be now. But I just hope she isn't mad at me..." Travis said.

"I bet she isn't. Don't worry, man." Laurance said. They smiled and bro hugged.

"Well I'll go and talk to her I guess. Thanks for having this talk with me." Travis said.

I quickly made my way down the stairs before they did.

Okay. I need to calm down. I love Travis and I would kill myself if he weren't in my life.

I walked back into my room and lied down on the bed. There was a knock at the door.

"Come in." I said.

They opened the door. It was Travis. Just as I was expecting.

"Hey, babe." He said. "You okay?" He walked over and set in front of me on the bed.

"I'm okay, I guess...I have a lot in my head." I said with looking down.

"You're not mad, are you?" He asked.

I looked back up at him.

"What!? Why would I be mad at you!?" I asked.

"Well, you know. Because you might be pregnant..." He said while looking down.

I got closer to him and hugged him. My face berried into his shoulder.

"Of course I'm not mad, dummy." I said. He chuckled.

"I'm glad..." He hugged back. "And...sorry for all these terrible things I put you through. I need to be more protective of you." I smiled and hugged him tighter.

"You don't put me through anything terrible. You just make me happy." I said quietly.

"Heh, you make me happy too. And I hope it stays like that."

"Yeah...me too..."

"Hey, Katelyn. If you ever get stressed out about this whole 'pregnancy' thing, just talk to me. I'm here for you. I always will be. I just feel like you don't talk to me when you need me sometimes. Like today." He said. I blushed and smiled.

I faced him and leaned in closer until our lips touched. I closed my eyes. He hugged me even tighter and we fell forward on the bed. That didn't stop us. We continued to kiss. We didn't take it further than that because we weren't in that kind of mood. But we could always push our kisses past the line if you maybe kinda sorta get what I mean. *Wink wonk* But no.

We just stayed like this for the past couple hours. Wow time sure flies when you're having fun (That came out wrong, still true though lel).

We pulled away. I wiped my mouth. Travis licked his. God dammit.

"So are we just gonna kiss all day or what~" He asked with a smile. I blushed.

"We could, heh. But let's watch a movie or something." I said.

"Netflix and chiiiiiill~? *wink wonk*"

I groaned.

"No, Travis! We're in a house with eight other people. We can't do those things yet..." I blushed.

"We didn't seem to have a problem doing it yesterday~"

I punched him.

"Just stop talking about that! Now let's just watch a movie. Like how NORMAL people watch movies! Like without the smex scene!" I said.

"Aw, fine..." He rubbed his cheek.

We walked out of our room and decided to watch <lel movie of your choice 😂>. And it was great! And we cuddled the entire time 💚

Yaaaaay! Cuteness! Woooo! I can already tell that you guys are gonna comment "I'm making them watch fifty shades of grey!" oh boy. There should be a fifty shades of Travis. 😂 That would be the best Travlyn book/movie ever. (Note:I have never seen fifty shades of grey I just know that's it's full of smexy scenes)

Okay, do any of you watch Rosanna Pansino? I love her new theme song for nerdy nummies!

😆

Okay bye!

~Kitty

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