Hey guys!!

I kinda wanted to give you an update about my life since I don't really talk about it that much. But I'm actually still in the closet about being gender fluid. Only my friends call me Mason and my family calls me Liz.

I recently did that prank on my crush where you send them lyrics of a song. I sent them The Zombie Song and it's a really good song. The results weren't what I thought at all but it was pretty interesting.

Me- Our love story

Him- What?

Me- Could be kinda gorey

Him- What? 😂

Me- Far from boring

Him- What do you mean?

Me- We meet at post

Him- On instagram?

Me- Apocalypse

Him- Ok?

Me- I'd be slowly walking in a group stalking

Him- Are you alright?

Me- Knew you'd be the only man alive

Him- I'll always live remember that

(At this point my heart was racing like no tomorrow and I started shaking)

Me- That I could not resist

Him- Nice

Me- Then all of your friends they try to kill us

Him- And?

Me- But only because they'll be jealous

Him- Of what?

Me- That our love is deeper than Edward and Bella's

Him- You like me don't you?

(At that point I wanted to text yeah I do but I kept sending the lyrics to see his reaction to the next lines)

Me- If I were a zombie I wouldn't eat your brain

Him- That makes me feel better

Me- I'd just want your heart

Him- I know

Me- Yeah I'd just want your heart

Him- I know

So after that we ended up talking for awhile. My heart was racing like no tomorrow and I was trying to stop my hands from shaking.

We continued to talk and the conversation got really deep. I ended up telling him how I was depressed since 7th grade and how I use to and still do cut. He told me that I need to be myself and how I was amazing person. He told me so many things that actually made me start crying.

At the end of our conversation he told me that I could always come to him if I needed something or had a question with something.

If you have someone in your life that is as sweet as my crush/ Sensai, then you better hold on to them and make sure you never let them leave your life.

That moment I realized that when I was 12 and met him I made the best decision in my life to be friends with him. I realized I made the right decision to do the prank cause he told me so many things that made me feel so much better about myself.

Anyway I just wanted to tell you guys that and if you did read this author's note comment here if you are enjoying this book and want me to do a sequel. I don't know if I want to but if you guys enjoy this book, I'll publish the very first chapter of the sequel.

Alright I'll stop talking and yet yall get back to the book Peace