Dad went out with others and closed the door. MOMENT WHAT? I went to the door and wanted to open it in fact she was locked. "He actually locked us Lexa !?" I said, turning around with tears. She immediately pulled me into a hug, gave me soothing words, and stroked my back soothingly. Slowly I calmed down again and I did not know why I was so emotional lately, so I was no matter what happened so far. Be it the rapes or beat, depression or the death of close. I had never cried big that had ended up in the end of the 6 class to be exact on June 22, 2012 so far it has been since I emotionslos slowly. Then he came, in the 7/8 class, and it all went so damn fast and only got worse when he parted from me for a thinner and younger girl. That was then where I made the 9th for the second time, because I did not want to lose it, I fell as badly as I was, bad notes written or no more effort and my time more in "Him" invested. Well so it came that I remained seated and he also. Well, that is past and has changed only a bit by the day clinic. No, I have not been sitting again, but also because I was there, in the day clinic, once again properly hanged in and degrees so it was managed to be transferred. And now I have emotions? No, I can not and will hardly accept it. A few likes but not such negative. Ok done thing I will be like always. "Can we turn on viva, I just need grade music, please?" She nodded and so we searched viva on his TV. We hope to hear from below I heard a few words like "Deal" "Think of" "Have warned you" "Consequences" "guys" and loud rumbling. Then suddenly several sounds pound almost like shots. But there was only in movies or? You even heard a few screams, now I slowly get a queasy feeling. I'm scared and moved Lexa quickly to the dressing room of my brother, Ricky and Lassy followed us, of course, after I had switched TV off.