Where is Mom, only she should be here for half an hour! Suddenly my cell phone rings. I get my mobile phone out and look at my mobile phone, unknown number. Hm should I go ran? Or rather not? Well, I'm also unfortunately so curious so I ran.
Call :
J: Hello?
...: Good day. Are you Jennifer Moon? The daughter of Carolina Moon.
J: Yes? Who would want to know that?
...: Oh. I'm sorry for the youth office. My name is Christin Lou. Where are you Jennifer?
J: Nobody calls me Jennifer! Everyone calls me Jenny! I am at the horse farm Paradis.
C: Okay. Jenny is waiting for me I'll get you off.
J: No, you do not need my mom to pick me up.
C: No. I'll pick you up now. I'll explain it to you.
J: Okay. How long do you need?
C: I still need about 10 minutes to you. See you then.
J: Until Miss Lou.
Calling
OK. Why am I picked up by the Youth Office? Well she said yes she will explain it to me everything immediately. I hope it is not all too bad. Well what should I do now the next 10 minutes? Perhaps listening to music? Or Chat? Well, music sounds good. So I took my headphones out of my jacket, put my phone on and play my favorites. And then sit down on the bench next to the gate. While I sit here, I see how many go and say 'bye' to me. When a car stopped in front of me. The woman at the wheel read the disc and told me to get in. So I got in and we drove off. I had asked during the ride 'Why did not my mother pick me up?' But she just said that to me at home. And so the thirty-minute drive with silent. When we arrived I saw Mom's car not funny yet. Well maybe she still comes? I just see a car from the police. Moment what is going on here? Slowly I get scared. I get out of the car and go to the door, the police and the woman from the youth office talk with each other about something. I closed the door.

As soon as the door was open, my dogs Ricky and Lassy came to meet me. I went in and sat down on the floor and stroked the two and cuddled with you until 2 policemen and the woman from the youth office came to tell me something. I looked up at you to give them my complete attention. The one policeman came closer and said, "I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but your mother has died on the operating table, during emergency surgery, after a car accident." I looked at them shocked and could say nothing more, I was paralyzed I could neither talk nor move. "I do not want to leave her here all by herself," she said, "I think she's in a shock-stopping position, I'm going to stay here and try to find someone to take care of her. And so the two policemen left the house after a short nod. Now only the woman from the Jugendamt was here but that I do not care. Ricky must have felt something was not right after the policeman had said this to me, he put himself next to me and his head with me in the lap. Lassy, ​​on the other hand, ran all the way through the house, with the help of her, as if she would find my mother there in the rooms. But that is unfortunately not so. When she finished the house she looked at me as if she wanted to say 'Sorry I did not find it, it is unfortunately true'. And looked down at the floor. I would have loved to scream. But I was still paralyzed, and it did not seem so easy to pass by again. Suddenly I noticed how she was talking to someone. But with whom I did not even get along with or what she was talking about. When she came to me, she said, "Tomorrow, someone from your family will come from Miami and then look after you." I wanted to ask 'who is that' but I could not, even if I was so curious I could not. I am like a prisoner in my own body. I do not know how long I've been staring at me, but I do not care because I'm alone now, my mom is dead and to my dad and my brothers I can not have any more contact for Mom for 5 years out. And now I need them most and they are not there but that is not their fault or mine is as difficult as I am able to say, because one should not talk badly about death, Mom's fault. But she could not know she was dying at a car accident. No one could have expected it. Well I was so in my mind that I only noticed how long it was when the door bell rang and this Christian Lou opened the door. As she said, "I'd like to tell you about it outside without Jenny who could hear it." And so I heard how she went out and pulled the door behind him. I do not know how long she was outside. Because when she opened the door, I felt as if I had learned that my mother is dead.

Suddenly I would be lifted up in the bridal dress, Ricky as the door opened with his head up to see who it was, when someone said "Hey Princess, we are there for you." When I recognized the voice I knew who it was. It was Dad! Then I would be put in a group hug and wanted to embrace her but I could not. Then Dad added, "We'll stay with you until your mother's funeral, and then we'll go back to Miami, with you Jenny and your animals, of course." Then I began to cry. Then, only Chris, my eldest brother, said, "Dad, you can not get the little poor mouse so over there, now she cries because of you, but be a little more sensitive." Because she said, "No, let your dad, she had not talked, eaten, drunk, or moved from the spot since yesterday evening, so we can be glad she reacts again, but that I would have explained everything to you outside. " I cried and sobbed until there was no tear left, but unfortunately I do not know how long I cried it may have been minutes but also hours. In the meantime, Ms Lou went right after her speech which I probably did not get because of the whole cry. Meanwhile my dad had me in my room had had and let down on my bed. Then my 10 brothers came and tried to get me to talk, Dad went out when my brothers came in, then he brought me food and drink. Then he went to my 'giant' cage where my 2 dwarf rabbits, bunny and nudge, with my guinea pig, Amber, live inside. He took the food and just wanted to fill it in the bowl as Amber bit it, because he held the bag directly over the food bowl Dad shouted therefore shortly at my brothers turned jerkily and looked shocked to Dad while I had laughed but I could It still was not so much as I tried. Then Dad began to say "I held the bag with the food in the hands over the cup suddenly a guinea pig came running and bit me in the hand." Who then looked skeptically at the cage where Amber looked at them all and stood in front of the bowl. I think they would laugh if someone else had happened, but they looked at me only frightened and shocked at the same time. I'd rather have laughed loudly instead, I must have a bit my mouth angle gone up but probably only briefly, my brothers and Dad looked happy when I noticed it was the little smile but also already gone.

But apparently it was long enough that made her happy. What made me think? They just started to laugh and Ben came up to me and said, "We're so glad to have you back with us after 5 years, even if we'd rather have better circumstances. We're glad to take you home We'll always be there for you.I hope you get well soon and you're talking to us because not only you've lost your mom we too and Dad his ex-wife. " Then all looked at him badly. Dad, on the other hand, went out and came back with gloves on his hands and filled the bowl with the feed mixture, from dwarf rabbit dry food and guinea pig dry food, as Dad turns to rum hangs Amber on the glove. The guys began to laugh at the sight of us and in Dad's skilful expression. He came up to us and Amber did not let go until he held over my shot they held, then let them go. She cuddled my legs. Phil wanted to caress Amber's caress she noticed it and bit him in his finger, he hissed the air because of the pain that pulled through his finger. Everyone except me looked shocked Amber and I well my mouth angles went up a tiny bit because I knew she bites everyone but me and that took me a long time until she stopped biting me that took about 11 months. And it was also a convincing work to get my mother to buy me Amber because she is afraid of guinea pigs. Ricky and Lassy just came to my room and
Lassy took Amber in the mouth and carried her back to the cage and left Amber in the cage after Lassy placed her front paws on the edge of the cage.

I looked at her while the others looked shocked and Lassy loved her, but they were afraid that if they were holding Amber. But what they do not know I have Lassy trained to take Amber into her mouth without hurting her in case I should be on a class trip or on vacation times when I should have found something like friends so Mom would not be in touch with Amber Or close to her. But now it is probably dad and my brothers to good, better than no gnaws that sounds funny now but I still have not understood that my mom's death is that can only be a bad Aprilscherz or? No it must be true otherwise Dad and the boys would not be here. Or is it just a nightmare? If so then I want to wake up and instantly embrace my mom and again contact my brothers and my father have also secretly when Mom should be against it. I would be torn out of my thoughts when I felt a warm tongue on my cheek, I must have had the tears again. Dad was no longer in the room, he must have gone out. Chris came to me with the food and sat down on my bed with, David took the glass what my father had brought and filled it with water and held it to me only that I was neither hunger nor thirst. Then David held the glass to my lips, I opened my mouth a little. "I do not know what I'm going to do," Luke said. "I do not know what I'm talking about." She said, "We'll take care of you, and we'll feed you as a toddler and bring you back home in a week, so you can take your new home with you." While I drank. Chris then held me the sandwich, which was lying on the plate without bark the dad, at my lips, I opened again a little my mouth and he immediately pushed that sandwich a little in my mouth. I bite off and chewed it and then swallowed. But I got sick of it, Luke saw me, why he came to me, raised me in the bridal t-shirt and
Me asked where the bathroom is.

But I did not react, so Ricky sat in front of the bathroom, to the left of the stairs, and scratched the door. Luke opened the door and I started to choke in the hallway. He quickly went with me on his arms to the toilet and hardly had he taken me off the toilet. I already gave myself, Luke held my upper body firmly with one hand and with the other hand he held my hair back behind. After I had finished, Luke lifted me up again in the bridal t-shirt and carried me to my room, my room is opposite the stairs, I cuddled or leaned against his chest and he pushed me closer to him.

He sat down with me on my bedside and then lay down on my bed and lay down beside me. He put my head on his chest and pulled me close to him. Chris said, "The others are going to the hotel, I lie down on the couch to sleep with Dad. I looked at her sadly and then lowered my eyes. The other 8 guys sighed and then discussed what I unfortunately did not understand. Then they looked at me, after I got my head out of curiosity, then Steve said "We'll stay here because we've seen that it makes our little sad and she now needs us all as a support." Chris did not like that seemingly. "Dad, you want to stay here" Dad came up the stairs and said, "I thought so, and I was looking for mattresses, blankets and pillows in the house, but I only found a large mattress in the garage, I think it would be a good idea to be able to sleep with you, but I would not be able to do it Jenny, I have a question for you. " I looked at him and waited for him to continue. As he looked at me apologizing and began to speak and asked his questions, "Would it be ok if we take the mattress from your mom's bed and push it together, then can sleep 5-6 on it." He looked at me closely and I began to cry and nodded even though it was incredibly hard for me. All except Luke and I left the room and came back after about 10 minutes and put the mattresses and also brought the blankets and pillows. Moment I have grad ne approximate time made? Yeah, you're gonna get somebody back to her slowly. Oh great and I thought you might have died. Sarcasm sends greetings. Jason came to bed with us. Downstairs on the sofa were Dad, Chris and Ben. The others lay down on the mattresses. Luke and Jason noticed that I was over-tired and had not stopped crying. Why Jason cuddled from behind me and whispered soothing words in the ear while Luke stroked me soothingly over the hair. This made me calm down. My eyelids were getting harder and harder until I sleep in a dreamless lot.