So it started in 6th grade this girl ( I hate her) was telling her friends that I was gay and would hit girls butts.

I had very bad depression.

I would want to kill myself ( still want to) and I would cut myself ( still do that).

So one time at night was asleep and had a dream about me kissing a girl i never seen before.

I was so confused. And i keeped haveing the same dream.

Then I also dream about boys.

That was when I found out I was bi.

Only my dad, sister, friends, and one of my grandma knows about this.