...Sometimes things just die...

At the end of the day I kissed Alluka goodbye then walk to the park at spit on his dead body glad that he died pissed with his shit and slam it kicked it into the hole and started digging deeper for each of his lies he said when I was done I burnt that shit up the police won't find it and not cause of luck.
Cut to Yuki and golds bad break up*
"Yeah,
"I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now."
"But hey, what mommy always tell you?"
"Straighten up little soldier,
"Stiffen up that upper lip,
"What you crying about?"
"You got me."
Alluka ran up to me with a fresh bounty of tears.I stroked her hair.Taking a deep breath I felt her relax.
"Alluka I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad."
"When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had."
"I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh."
"I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry."
"'Cause you're scared, I ain't there?"
"Mommy's with you in your prayers."
"No more crying, wipe them tears."
"Mommy's here, no more nightmares."
"We gonna pull together through it, we gonna do it."
"Kalluto mama's crazy, ain't she?"
"Yeah but she loves you boy and you better know it."
"We're all we got in this world."
I leave them sleeping and goes into Asunas room.*

"When it spins, when it swirls,
"When it whirls, when it twirls,
"Eight beautiful kids."
"Lookin' puzzled, in a daze,
"I know it's confusing you."
"Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news."
"I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems,
"The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me!"

*Illumi came in from the window and sat down.*

"All the things growing up her mommy that she had to see."
"Mama don't want you to see but you see just as much as I do."
"We did not plan it to be this way, your father and me."
"But things have gotten so bad between us,
"I don't see us ever being together ever again."
"Like we used to be when we was happy."
"But then of course everything always happens for a reason."
"I guess it was never meant to be...."

*Asuna leaned on me crying softly.*

"But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is."
"But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep,
"Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream."

*Asuna feel a sleep while Illumi looked at me and fell into my hug with open arms.*

"Now hush little baby, don't you cry,
"Everything's gonna be alright."
"Stiffen that upper lip up little baby, I told ya."
"Mommy's here to hold ya through the night."
"I know daddy's not here right now and we don't know why,
"We fear how we feel inside."
"It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby,
"But I promise daddy's gonna be alright."

*I left hem alseep and walk to killlua and gons room.They were laying on the bed saying nothing.*

"It's funny."
"I remember back one year when daddy wasn't jolly."
"Alluka wrapped the christmas presents up,
"And stuck it under the tree and said some of 'em were from you."
"Cause daddy was depressed."
"I'll never forget that christmas he sat up the whole night distressed."
"'Cause daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job."
"But his job was to keep the smile on for you and the others."
"And at the time every house that we lived in,
"Either kept getting burnt down,and trashed."
Killua stiffened at my words.*
"Or shot up on the block and your dad stopped taking those pills for you in that jar."
"Tryin' to keep a promise for you so you could feel like he was a father."
"Almost had completed rehab before he got depressed again."
"And I know it hurt so bad it broke your heart,
"And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart."
"Me and dad was arguin' a lot so daddy moved back,
"On the chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment."
"And I worked back to the other side of Japan in Novara."
"And that's when Momma went to california with his P.D. ( prescription drug)and met Dr. Dre,
"And flew you guys out to see me."
"But Mommy had to work, you and daddy had to leave me."
"Then you started seeing mommy on the t.V."

*Killuas face darkens and gon rolls over.With tears he laid on the edge of the bed.*

"And Papa didn't like it."
"And you guys were to young to understand it."
"Mama was a rollin' stone, papa developed a habit."
"And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it,
"I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand."
"'Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud."
"Now I'm sittin' in this empty house, just reminiscing."
"Lookin' at our family pictures, it just trips me out,
"To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're brothers now."
"Wow, guess you pretty much are and Mommy's still here."
"Milluki I'm talkin' to you too, Mommy's still here."
*Milluki came out of the shadows and nodded toward me.*
"I like the sound of that, yeah."
"It's got a ring to it don't it?"
"Shh, momma's only gone for the moment."
They fell asleep with silent tears as Milluki sat staring at the empty moon.I left to find my last child Sally.*
"Now hush little baby, don't you cry."
"Everything's gonna be alright."
"Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya."
"Mommy's here to hold ya through the night."
"I know daddy's not here right now and we don't know why,
"We fear how we feel inside."
"It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby."
"But I promise papa's gonna be alright."
*She was asleep so I left.When I found every together on the cough I hugged them all at once.Choking back tears I sang.*
"And if you ask me too,
"Mommy's gonna buy you a mockingbird."
"Ima give you the world,
"Ima buy a diamond ring for you,
"Ima sing for you,
"I'll do anything for you to see you smile."
"And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine."
"Ima break that birdies neck."(chica for flirting)
"I'd go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya."(Maybe ash/shadow Freddy)
"And make him eat every carat don't fuck with Mom haha!"
I gave a small smile to them and they gave one back.
                          The end.
I don't own the song.It belongs to the one and only slim shady Eminem.Also this happened durning the summer.We all wen through something different during this.
....Sometime things just die.....but I'm a mom....I'll always get up for you.....❤️🖤❤️

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