I have a horrible time sleeping,it's not really something I can help.Lance on the other hand always makes me feel tired when either one of us spends the night."Yuki!"he called out.I shut my book and stood up."Yes?"I called out into the room.He appeared before me and embraced me in a hug."I'm back from work,"he said resting his head on mine and playing with my hands nails."Heh I've lost track of how much I've said that in my life."Eh it was true I do come back from work at late hours not like I could ever really help it."Did you say hello to the kids?"I asked pressing my nose into his lower cheek to give him a small kiss."Yeah there all asleep something about a bathroom or hallway monster you told them about?"he looked at me like I had done something wrong."Hey Latin people are the cruelest to their kids."What was I suppose to say?!Its true!Golden looked at me then sighed,"I know that they drove you crazy today but look at the time!"True it was late at night but my insomnia decided to be a jerk to me.Besides I don't really like to 'sleep' unless it's next to or by someone.I always felt safer that way.He chuckled for a second while I looked up at him questionably."What?"I then realized he was holding me because I was leaning in him."Ah sorry if you want me to get off-"He hugged me tighter."No it's fine."

Time skip to a hour later------------------------------------------

Golden lay asleep while I was still trying to read without waking him up.'Damn it.'I thought to myself.The phones light was to bright and I was getting nervous.I had been getting bullied at school and work but if gold yells at me I'll lose it.The only other person who knows about this is Aphmau.She promised not to tell until I wanted to talk about it."What are you doing?"At the sound of the voice I jumped and kicked who ever said it in the face."OI YUKI WHAT THE HELL!"
Oops my bad."Sorry Goldie!"I pulled him out of the tangled mess of pillows and blankets.He huffed and looked pissed at me.I don't know how but I managed to let some tears fall.
Then more.
And more.
A good ocean full.
Basically I was crying everything that I had been holding back.
"I-i didn't mean to-"
Before I could finish he pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back.
"I'm sorry."he said looking me dead in my eyes.Damn for the first time in forever we don't end up having a fight.
I continue to cry while he just let me soak his shirt.I began to hold my head in pain cry crying so hard.
He sighed then moved his hand on my head and the pain flew away."Better?"he asked.Nodding my head I felt a knot in my stomach forming."Can you tell me what's wrong now?"He sat me up with him a little bit."Yeah,"was my response as we began to talk about what's going on in my life concerning why I was falling back into my depression."Those-"I stoped him."Yeah yeah I know."I drew a flower on his hand with a golden pen."Don't do that Yuki."I looked up and him then moved my hand on his.A small pretty flower sprouts in his hand and blooms a pretty color of the rainbow outlined by gold.He hummed in wonder and it as I set the flower in some water."It's beautiful,"he said turning me,"Just like the girl who created it."I sighed at his words.Then I was hit with a book."Ow!"another hit but with a pillow."YOU'RE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IVE EVER SEEN!"He screamed in my face cause me to fall off the bed.He looked at me and I lay on the floor.
"Hi."
"Hello."
"Why are you on the floor?"
"...."
"......."
"The floor needed a hug."
He pulled me to the bed and stayed up watch ihascupqauke and stacyplays play diversity two in mine craft.
After the mini YouTube marathon he closed the laptop and put it on the side table.I still had my phone but he pulled me close and began to sing in his beautiful soft voice.After a few minutes I put my ear to his heart and relaxed.I held his hand as I drifted to 'sleep'.He stopped and closed his mysterious dark eyes.My vision was fading of the real world.

I then felt a soft warm pressure on my lips.Then then three purest words that I could ever take to heart."Yuki I love you."I'd take those words with me into battle rather then a sword.It makes my suffering worth it just to hear that from the people I love.As the blue aura stretched from me to him and covered us both I whispered,"I love you Lance."