so the picture and video fit perfectly for this chapter.
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When you die I am pretty sure your either in an eternal sleep never to speak or think again or you go to hell or heaven. Yeah that's what most people believe and I thought the first one would be what happens to people when they die.

So why the fuck do I still have a consciousness and thought process. As well as not being able to stay awake very much and I seem to not be able to open my eyes. Is this some cruel sort of entertainment for whatever deity or higherbeing there is.

I'm fine with not being able to see and having a consciousness still even though I should be dead right now and I don't believe I'm in a coma. The real thing thats driving me insane is being awake and asleep out of my control plus the thought of why I still have total thought process in my grasp.

I try not to think about it as it might make me go insane. After whats felt like eternity in this dark yet warm abyss I feel like I can hear a faint thump, but I can't tell if I'm just imagining it or whether it's real. What's feeling like eternity with this thump starting to get louder along with strange muffled noises has made me very restless as I feel like I'm trapped in a bubble in my mind.

As the days or whatever time I guess has gone by I notice something strange occur as I startle out of my sleep from the feeling of falling in a dream. I notice that I can somewhat feel my limbs again although trying to move them feels like I'm trying to move through syrup. I still can't see, but my hearing seems to have returned and the strange noises sound like speaking to me.

I've been driving myself mad with the endless possibilities of what could be the case with me I still reject the idea of being comatose. It's not until I am disturbed from my slumber by screaming and yelling  that I feel like I'm being crushed and squashed like a soda can. Let me tell you it wasn't pleasant at all and I had a sense of being kicked out of my warm and peaceful dark void and I was not a happy camper.

When the painful squeezing stopped I felt air fill my lungs for the first time in what felt like forever and the feeling of freezing cold air. It was at that moment that the one little option that was happening to me that I hadnt calculated.

I was a forming baby in some woman's womb. I did not take this information happily in fact I felt my mouth open and heard a very unpleasant wailing and screaming coming from my little mouth. I had also snapped my eyes open trying and probably failing to glare at anything and everything around me with my little limbs flailing everywhere in my anger of not seeing the signs sooner that I was reborn to some family.

I could see the nurses working in a frenzy around me some trying to wrap me in a pink blanket and failing horribly. Yeah that horrid color isn't coming anywhere near me if anything it was making me even more pissed. The other nurses were reassuring my new mother who I couldn't see and the others looked like they were trying to keep someone out of the spacious room.

My bitch fit of flailing my arms around and screaming my head off caused the nurse to give up on the pink towel which made me very amused of the havoc I was causing them to go through. I stopped flailing around when the same nurse who no longer wanted anything to do with me wrapped a white towel around me and plopped me into my new mothers arms.

One look at my new mother had me quiet down my crying to staring in shocked silence at Pepper Potts. That was when all hell broke loose because next a man barged in the room shoving the nurses out of the way demanding he be able to see and hold his child. If I wasn't shocked I was mind blown now because Tony Stark was in the room and had said something about seeing and holding his child and I was that child. I now wished that I could have stayed or crawled  right back into that dark abyss because at least it was warm and peaceful, but now I have to face the shitstorm this universe has in store for me and I kinda didn't want to deal with it and now I have to.

I hope you liked the chapter and I will get the next one out as soon as possible.