I know I have friends. And I'm really greatly thankful that they are sticking by me. I'm sure they stopped me from entering depression.

But, I honestly feel really lonely since Ian broke up with me... I wonder... maybe it's because I won't have a boy to love on Christmas?

Maybe it's just because I grew used to Ian being around. I don't know.. but I really do feel quite lonely..

Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone! 😘