can we please take a moment of silence to remember 7th grade me

It's been a whole year and so much has changed

I'm (mostly) open with my mom

Who doesn't accept me btw

The bullying has almost completely stopped

I'm on the high honor roll

I've had a boyfriend

I've made new friends

I'm going to 2 HUGE cosplay cons

Anime expo and comic con

And my friend might be moving in with me

Vs

Getting bullied

Being suicidal

Cutting....well I still do but whatever

Never have gone to a concert

Never have met someone famous...I don't think

Being super shy

Being in the closet about everything

Starving myself (I still do sometimes)

And liking Johnny Gilbert...he was rude when I met him at warped tour

All that second stuff has changed

But can we please look at that photo of me

I was meeting someone who met so much to me

And yet I didn't even smile that much

I don't know why

Was it because I was depressed?

Was I just not happy?

Was I shocked?

Who knows but patty Walters was so cool and I hope to meet so many other people this year at warped tour

ALSO LOOK HOW FAT I LOOK D:

I think i still look that fat

But that was before I was a vegetarian

So at least now I'm not eating animals

I don't know what's this update was even for anymore XD

WELL BYE