today was shitty, im tired and am functioning on only 4-5 hours of sleep. today was just absolute shit like always, i cant deal with all the shitty, bad, or just horrible days anymore, ive had to much of them in my life.

Just like Charlie Spring has said (Nick & Charlie quote) :

If you told me 2 years ago

I would be in a 2-year-long relationship,

I would have laughed

in your face.

But for me it goes:

If you told me 4 years ago

I would have had so much shitty days,

that I wanted to k1ll myself,

I would have laughed

in your face.

Are days always normally shitty for people or is it just me? I just want to know if life itself, is driving you insane as well.

Anyways,

I LOVE U GUYSS <33