i dont know what to do with life at this point, everything is shit.. life sucks, maybe not for you.. but for me.. yeah, it really does. my mental health is bad and i cut on valentines day, i was only about 3 weeks clean, i hate life right now.

Sad song lyrics that relate to my life at the moment

 - Staring at the ceiling in the dark, same old empty feeling in your heart, cause love comes slow but goes so fast.

- Maybe one day you'll understand why. Everything you touch surely dies, but you only need the light when it's burning low. Only miss the sun when it starts to snow, only know you love her when you let her go.

- You know I, I'm afraid of change, guess that's why we stay the same.

- Can you help me? I think I'm drowning, and if I was, would you stay or would you go?

- I don't relate to you, I don't relate to you, no. Cause I never treat me this shitty, you made me hate this city! And I don't talk shit about you on the internet, never told anyone anything bad!

- Do you know what it's like when you wanna go cry, but you can't let out all the feelings inside, so you lay in your bed under blankets and hide and you let people know that you're feeling just fine, and your pillow gets stained with the tears that you cry, and you're praying nobody comes in and that's why. And the redness is already taken your eyes and you wish you could hide it, but there's no disguising it. Cry let it all out.

- Always good in theory, but never good enough.        This one and 2 below is from the same song.

- Always good on paper, but easy to erase.

- A solid backup option, if the first choice plan falls through. Always too good to love, never too good to lose.

- I always want you when I'm finally fine.

- I'd like my old self again but I'm still trying to find it.

- And I wanna cry and I wanna love but all my tears have been used up.

- I just wanted you to know that this is me trying, at least I'm trying.

- I spent the whole day in my head.

- My life is going nowhere, I want everyone to know that I don't care.

- I can't tell you what it really is, but I can tell you what it feels like, and right now, it's a steel knife in my windpipe. I can't breath, but I still fight while I can fight.

- I dream of you almost every night, hopefully I won't wake up this time, I won't wake up this time.

- Another lesson yet, to learn that I'd fallen for a lie, you were never on my side.

- I don't need the world to see that I've been the best I can be. Don't think I can stand to be, when you don't see me.

- Cause there's a side to you, that I never knew, never knew. All the things you say, they were never true, never true.