Hoseok's POV

After attending the funeral we all went our homes leaving Jimin and Taehyung behind as they wanted to be with the grave for a little longer. I was worried for their mental health but I had to give them their personal space. After all, Y/N was like a sister for whom they would give their lives. I would too.

In so little time she won our hearts. I was sitting in my living room now, my maid was making lunch for me. My parents were out for a business trip.

I still remember her happy face in the petting zoo. It was amazing. Although we were not in same groups. 

During the whole funeral I didn't cry that much. I did cry a lot when I saw her dead body but not much in her Funeral. I wanted to cry right now. All of the thoughts were coming to me. The thoughts of the moments we spent together. The first time I met her. She was the best sister I literally wished to have when I would see my elementary school friends hugging the life out of their older sisters in off time or at the morning.

Obviously I couldn't have a big sister so I wished for a little sister whom I would spoil so much. But before I could realize the opportunity given to me it was ripped off of me.

I rested my back against the sofa. Something pocked from the back pocket. I stood up and took out the thing. It was a lighter. I remember Y/N writing the initials on it. That's it. That was my breaking point.

I couldn't hold it any longer.

I broke down.

I just want Y/N back.

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SeokJin's POV

I was crying rivers at her funeral I couldn't stop myself. I had to take it out. She was so young. She had to experience love. Experience the love. The hard life in future. She had to experience the feelings, the emotions, the happiness when she would start her life.

Life is truly unfair. She just found her long lost best friends. She was gonna experience the love with maybe JungKook. It's unfair.

"It's Unfair!" I shouted in my room. My parents were just downstairs but they didn't came bcause they knew to give me some alone time. 

The memories were a lot to handle. It felt like my brain come out so I went in the washroom and started the shower.

Showering always helped me and I had to stop and recover from this situation so that I can check up on Jimin and Taehyung and others. Being the elder.

I took off my clothes and sat in the tub. I brushed my bangs back. When I retreated my hand, some of my hairs got stuck in the ring that I wore- which I just acknowledged. After taking out out my hairs- which was easy as my hairs are small- I saw the ring which shined green in color.

I remember Y/N  gave it to me. I remember our conversation and eventually tears to my eyes.

"Why? I mean it's yours." I said

"It will help you in future." she replied

"How?" I asked

"Well, the stone above it is called 'The Soul's Keeper.' I used to wear it because I felt that my parents' soul is in the ring with me. Believe me I actually felt warmth by wearing it." she said while I listened to her intently.

"Why are you giving me this? It's not like someone's gonna die." I said giggling.

"You never know." She mumbled under her breath. Though I wasn't able to hear her but I thought something was up. As I was about to ask about it, I was cut off by a loud beeping noise indicating that the chicken bread was ready.

Oh My God. If I would know. My tears started to fall I just laid their in the tub crying after the memory which replayed again and again as I continued to stare at the ring and trace the outline of it.

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Namjoon's POV

I was in the park looking at kids playing around. I had better self-control than others. I did cry on her deathbed and her funeral but now I have accepted the fact that she is not coming back. I am trying my best but my memories are always going to Y/N and the moments that we spent together. I remembered the necklace she gave me.

I took it out of my pocket and held it in my palms. It was so delicate and pretty, just like the previous owner.

"My mother gave it to me. She told me that this necklace is very ancient. It was designed by a very well-known Guru. She said that this necklace will give you strength in times of sorrow. I kept it with me and it really helped."

Those were her words when she gave me the necklace. I hope that this will also bring me strength. While I was reminiscing the memory another memory came in my mind.

"Well, my institutions are telling me that something very big is gonna happen which will change someone's life." I said and face Y/N.

Oh My God, I knew my institutions are always correct. I put a hand on my mouth and my tears started falling. I sniffed and then ran towards my house.

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Yoongi's POV

I was in the balcony. I was very worried about Hoseok and Jimin. Jimin alot because he is very close to Y/N. I will visit him with Hobi tomorrow. Give him some company.

I sighed and turned around I walked inside the room and the first thing that I saw was the leather jacket hung up on a coat hanger. I walked towards it and touched it. I was so close to the jacket that I could smell the lingering smell of Y/N's perfume. Nostalgia hit me hard and I teared up a bit. I took the jacket in my hands and laid on my bed with it. 

I sniffed and started crying. I soon slept after crying too much. I just wanted a little sister whom I would spoil so much that she turns into a brat. I smiled at that thought.

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Jimin's POV

I laid on Y/N's bed. In the middle. This is where she breathed her last breath.

I miss her already. She told me to stay strong. I am alright right now as I cried a lot before her death. 

I keep on thinking about our happy moments which is making me feel a lot better. I smile every now and then. Though her being not around me anymore makes my eyes water I still think about our happy memories and our last moment. 

Y/N I love you.

In afterlife, I want us to never separate and be together and grow old  together and die together. I want us to go to malls together

To live together.

To give each other relationship advices.

To be each other's happiness.

To watch the boring and cringey dramas together because we are weird. I laughed at that.

I kept n thinking these things and eventually sleep found me.

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Jungkook's POV

Sadness

Darkness

Suicidal thoughts

Severe depression

Swollen eyes

No more tears to shed

Constant replay of the Y/N's death body

This is what was going on with Jungkook. He wanted to join Y/N but on his first attempt his parents luckily broke the door of his bedroom and removed all of the sharp objects from his room and checked up on him every hour.

He knew he was going in depression because of his loss. He didnt even fought it.

He just wanted Y/N back.

He wanted to confess Y/N.

He wanted to kiss her again.

He wanted to hug her again.

See her smile again.

He wanted to do so many things but the stupid excuse of life didn't let him. 'Time is the best healer' repeated in his mind but he disregarded it and pushed it in the back of his head. Their parents were giving him pitiful stares not that he knew about it.

He just wanted Y/N.

He cried a lot constantly saying 'I love you's' and 'Come backs'.

He then passed out because his body couldn't take it anymore.

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Life was so unfair. Why did Y/N had to die? But, when a person had to die they'll die no matter what. If there was a cure to her cancer then whatever would happen Y/N had to die on 6 June 2019. So she died on that exact day.

Chapter finish!!!!