From now on I will document my life with a poem this is my very first book to write

This life I'm in
Is it real or am I dreaming
Everything seems quite strange
Why am I still breathing

I feel so numb these past few days,
Hope my misery will soon end,
I can't trust anyone
Even my closest friend

My life is like a living hell
How can I know I'm still alive?
I know I'm breathing
But I can't feel anything